❛can you stop being so beautiful❜
can you stop being so beautiful
because you're making me all mushy inside
it's tearing me up and now i'm falling apart
breaking and cracking
you're bringing up that side that i absolutely despise
can you stop being so beautiful
so i can go back to being cynical
so i can go back to being hateful to anything alive
to hating everything that comes near me
or is close to my sight
can you stop being so kind
my heart shouldn't deserve the treatment you give
my mind is overloading, with the words you use and the way your fingers trail over my---
can you stop being so damn lovely
with your flower dresses
your annoying shower singing that wakes me up twice before i give up trying to sleep in
you sing and hum as you apply that copper lipstick, which you know drives my mind insane
you swing your hips, whisper against my lips
before standing on that red bench in that park you always drag me to
you roll your eyes, twirl around, devilish thoughts that are disguised
with Chanel perfume (which is totally overrated, but you laugh and you smirk, before running off and i run after you to catch up..before i lose you and my heart.)
can you just stop
with your laugh that makes my heart skip a beat
that pout that could get you anything
those eyes that have a million little stars--a universe bellowing and roaring in between
it's all distracting me from being a bitch
turning my darkness into something else
something, something, something, something way too fluffy for the spikes that i've driven through my skin.
you're tearing down my walls and with that the foundation that i've built to keep everyone out.
stop it
you're making my heart ache
i'm not ready for these burns that i know i'll receive once i open my mouth
i'm not ready for another heart break
not ready to live another sad song
can you stop being so beautiful?
i wonder if you even realize, how beautiful you really can be when you smile. take my hand and run away with my heart and soul.
☆
dedicated to soairses because you're
a bitch but i love you nonetheless.
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Poetry❝ we're like stardust scattered around in a mess of burning ash and perfectly unclear symphony. ❞ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴅᴜsᴛ ᴇʀᴀ ☆ highest rank in poetry #18 ☆ poetry for the broken has been completed on the 3rd of may 2018 ✔ ☆ cover is...
