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Pretty self explanatory. Requests are open, I don't write smut. I definitely will put warnings for the chapters that include touchy subjects. That's about it, enjoy!
It happened all too quickly for me to process what went down. All I know is that right now, i'm on the bathroom floor weeping. I want nothing more than to be in Tyler's arms, but that won't happen anytime soon.
Tyler was at the recording studio with Josh, unbeknownst of my current state. I didn't think it would end so soon, not like this.
My dad has always had heart problems. Ever since he was born, the complications just kept slowly growing bigger and bigger. Even he said that he would end up dying because of a heart attack. But no one was prepared when we heard he had developed cancer.
We always joked that he was invincible, since no matter what he was going through, he would always bounce back. Up until cancer knocked him on his ass, but this time, he didn't have the strength to come back.
And today, I got the news that my best friend when I was growing up, had passed away. I didn't know how to feel, I didn't know how to react, I didn't know what to do.
I started to rock and think of Tyler's soothing voice, realizing that's the only thing that will work as of right now. Before long I hear a car door and some talking. Is he not alone? Maybe he's just talking to himself,, yeah.
I cannot deal with another person, unless it's Josh, but even then. I don't know.
The door opens, alerting me that whoever is here, will reveal themselves any moment.
"That was crazy, straight up crazy." Tyler says.
"I know, I can't believe that happened." I hear Josh's voice reply.
So that's who it is. I tense up a bit, realizing that Tyler and I can't just be alone. Don't get me wrong, I love Josh, but I wish it was just Tyler and I. But I have to get over myself, because I hear Tyler calling my name.
I hold my breath for a few, until I hear footsteps approaching. There's a knock on the door, and I place my bet on who it is when I hear a soft voice.
"Y/N? Are you in there?" Josh asks.
I sigh and decide I shouldn't leave him hanging, and respond.
"Yeah. I'm here."
After a few moments of silence I hear Josh yell to Tyler.
"She's over here!"
After a few moments I hear another set of footsteps.
"Y/N? Sweetheart? Are you alright?" Tyler asks, causing me to break down.
"Today is a shitty day, guys. It's one of the worst days ever." I respond, unable to keep it together.
"What!? What happened?" Josh asks, to which I answer with sobs.
"Honey, please, open the door so we can help." Tyler pleaded.
I start to get up when I hear the two talking, and a footsteps leading away. I take a wild guess and think Josh walked away. Once i'm up, I open the door to a worried Tyler.
He instantly wrap his arms around me, and I do the same. Stop rock while I sob into his shoulder and he rubs my back.
"Shh, it's okay. I'm here now." He whispers, holding me a little tighter.
After a few minutes, I hear footsteps and I see Josh in the doorway, but after he sees us, he slowly backs away. I chuckle and give him a thumbs up to show he can stay. He stifles his laughter and leans against the wall.
Tyler lets me go and turns around to see Josh, Josh waving in return.
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"Alright, now you have to tell me," Josh coughed, making Tyler look over and roll his eyes, "Us, what's wrong."
I immediately look down at the ground and start tearing up, suddenly getting hit by the wall of emotions.
"I... um... my... um..." I spit out, making Tyler and Josh concerned.
"What?" Tyler asks, his voice soft. I sigh and just decide to come clean, not wanting to freak them out anymore than I have.
"My dad passed away." I mutter, wiping my eyes and sniffling.
Once those words left my mouth, it was over. I looked up and saw them utterly shocked. I think this was the first time they've ever been speechless while in the same room.
"Jason..? He.. what?" Tyler asked quietly, trying to piece together what he just heard.
"You've gotta be kidding... right?" Josh asks, slight hope in his voice.
I shake my head and let the waterworks start back up, not even caring that they're watching.
But when I look back up, I notice their eyes are glassy, making it somehow even harder for me.
Josh walks over and wraps me in a hug, just letting me cry on his shoulder. Tyler comes over and we both let him join in our now group hug.
"This sucks. This fucking sucks." I mutter whilst sniffling.
"I know. I just, I thought of him as my dad too." Josh admits, earning a little chuckle from Tyler and I.
"It does. It really does. But you know what? We're all feeling it. And just like everything else that happens, we'll get through it. We always do." Tyler says.
A/N: damn it's been a long while lmao sorry but i'm back and i'm gonna be switching between this and the neighbors next door go check it out k ily and here's a picture of the lads
