There's that emptiness inside of me.
A deep hole with changing colors.
Changing colors with changing moods.
Is it love that's digging too deep,
Scratching my heart, looking for a wider space.
And in my mind, stealing my thoughts,
Haunting me every second, in every cell.
My body dreaming of your arms wrapping me.
Pulling me against your chest.
Keeping me warm, breathing against the essence of joy.
It's just then that i realised where i was meant to be.
Where i could fully *be*.
Exist,
Be whoever i wanted to be.
I was free,
I had the choice.
I finally actually had a voice.
The emptiness is being repared,
The hole is being filled,
My heart is being stitched.
Suddenly.
It all happened at once, while i thought i was being destroyed.
14 / 02 / 2018
Emy Greater
