I wish life could be brighter.
A bit realer.
It feels like a dream.
Or maybe do i just stick to this shelter i'm hiding under..?
I don't see the sun i don't see the light.
I live in screens that show me what
The world should be looking like.
I've been searching for meanings.
And getting more and more lost with my feelings.
Focused on scars and how i should be healing.
Now i just want to go away and blow away
Change into a bird and change my way.
My mind is so free, my body so peaceful.
I give the illusion of it but i'm lost and dreadful.
I reject the joys, the simple moments of life.
But listen to me boy,
I don't want them, i have different things to enjoy.
Pain and loneliness have been my best mates so far.
And discovering how different i really am just made it so hard.
Now my only dream is getting into a car and going far,
Somewhere that would inspire me to make art inside my heart.
While others just go to bars, getting drunk and telling lies.
I always knew we'd grow apart.
Growing as a cold hearted.
What do you want to tell me now ?
Show me pity or just say hi ?
Wait ! I'd just want you to tell me how
You can bare to be in a crowd.
I'd rather lonely walk and make my crown.
Build my world to bethe best.
First working hard then comes the rest.
Emy Greater
03 / 08 / 2018
