tell me it's alright

Where do I go now?

"I don't think I do anymore." I said as I crumbled into Dawns arms.

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I gathered myself from Dawn, and wiped my eyes. "If I leave here I litterly have no where to go. Because of Nick I don't talk to any of my family. Maybe Kelley or Abby will let me stay with them."

"Let me go call them and see if they wouldn't mind letting you stay for a little." Dawn said starting to stand up.

"Please ask Kelley first," I said pleading. "Abby doesn't know anything that is going on, and please tell Kelley not to say anything to Alyssa I need to tell both of them what happened on my own."

Dawn nodded her head and walked off to make the phone call.

For the first time since I woke up I looked down at myself to only see that I was wearing a tank top and underwear.

Wait underwear? I swear when I passed out I was in shorts.

I started blushing and stumbling over my words, "I-I am sorry Jill I didn't notice what I was in."

"Hey Becky it's alright once again we found you while you were passed out. Why don't we both get out of this floor and you go and get some comfy clothing on and I'll be up there in a few minutes with Dawn and we'll help you pack some things, alright?"

I nodded my head and start to sit up wincing as I did so. Then I slowly got to my feet with the help of Jill and started making my way towards mine and Nick's bedroom.

I got upstairs and got some sweats and a baggy shirt and made my way into the bathroom.

I closed the door softly and stripped naked. I scanned myself head to toe. I head a black eye and some bruising on my jaw. Like predicted I had some hickeys on my neck and I just hoped it was from Nick.

I scanned farther down my body and saw some of my ribs bruised, and some handmarks on my legs.

I just wish I could remember what all happened last night. They got me really drunk and messed up on drugs.

I wrapped my ribs so they wouldn't hurt as bad, but left the rest knowing that Kelley would see it all eventually.

I walked out of the bathroom and back into my bedroom to see both Jill and Dawn sitting on my bed talking quietly.

Dawn looked up first and saw me. "I talked to Kelley and told her that you needed a place to stay awhile and was wondering if she would mind if you could stay at her house. She told me she didn't mind and she would love for you to come and stay for awhile."

I nodded and made my to the closet and grabbed my USA duffle bag and then made my way over to the dresser and started putting soccer clothes and cleats along with personal stuff into my duffle.

It only took me a few minutes to pack everything and stand at my door waiting for Jill and Dawn to ge the hint I was done.

I didn't want to speak. I had no words to say, and being quiet is better than crying or yelling.

I made my way down stairs behind Jill and Dawn and grabbed my phone before we all walked out.

We got into Jill's car and we started off to Kelleys.

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The ride to Kelley's house seemed so much shorter than it usually is. We pulled into her drive way and I could see her standing at her door probably mentally preparing herself what she was about to see and get herself into.

I got out of the car and saw her give me a small smile I nodded my head to her in return.

As I got to the door Kelley spoke for the first time "You know where the first bedroom is, you can sit your stuff down in there and then you can come down and eat because I bet Jill and Dawn haven't fed you yet." She looked at me giggling.

I gave her a small smirk and nodded my head and made my way to the first bedroom.

The way her house was set up described her personality so much. It was so random and crazy but everything seemed so calm, so organized but somehow made everything work.

I got to the bedroom. This was the only room that people would probably say looked like most people's houses. Beige walls with a smooth brown night stand and dresser with an oak queen size bed with nice cream colored covers, and pictures of the different seasons on the walls with a huge picture of the sunset of the beach sitting above the bed.

I put my duffle bed on the bed and started to empty it into the dresser. I came across one thing I didn't want anyone seeing so I decided to put it into a pair of my socks that I never wear and put it in the back of the sock drawer.

I put the duffle bag into the closet and then sat on my 'bed'.

All I could think about was "where is my life going?"

I don't know where it was going and honestly I am scared...

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