tell me it's alright

Back to reality

Becky Pov

I woke up I saw that I had a notification on my phone. I picked my phone up and saw that I had a bunch of new text message from an unknown number.

Unknown Number: where did you go?

Unknown Number: I'm not playing where are you Becky?

Unknown Number: You better fucking text me back

Unknown Number: Where are you I ain't fucking playing.

All the color drained from my face as I read those text. "Shit" I muttered to myself.

I held my breath and started to reply to the messages.

Becky: I left.

I looked at those two words over and over again as my finger hovered over the send button and before I knew it my finger hit the send button.

I held my breath a second later when I saw the little reply bubble pop up. I waited anxiously as i wondered what his reply was going to be.

Unknown Number: What do you mean you left? You better get your ass back here right now.

I replied about as quickly as he sent his reply

Becky: No.

As I sent that reply I turned my phone off and got change into some different clothes. I decided I needed to apologize to the girls and tell them about Nick's text messages and sudden return.

I decided on a simple black tee that I found in the closet and a pair of grey sweats. simple but casual. I made my way downstairs to the living room to come face-to-face with the four women who are having to care/ control me.

Hope was the first one to see me as I entered the living room. "You feeling a little better?" she asked.

"Um yeah it was," I said as they all turned their heads towards me to see me. "And I actually wanted to say sorry about earlier and the way I acted. I don't know everything that quite happened but I feel like all of a sudden everything was too much and for the last few months the thing I did was turn to alcohol and that's what I did. I promise I am going to try and cut the alcohol down a lot and stop going for it when I feel like everything is falling apart."

Alyssa looked up at me and then came towards me. " I know everything has been a struggle lately for you Becky, but we are here and we want to help you the most that we can. I know it is hard right now because you have had such a different coping mechanism than most people would at this point, but we want to help you break that."

I smiled at her. " I know that, and that is why I also came down here. I needed to tell you guys something and also show you guys some things."

As soon as I said that everyone looked at me with a concern face.

"I woke up and saw that I had a bunch of text messages and as soon as I saw them I saw that they were from Nick."

I turned my phone on, and as soon as I did that my phone blew up more than what it did this earlier.

10 miss calls, 4 new messages

Unknown Number: What do you mean No? You better be back at the house by 6pm

Unknown Number: Answer my calls.

Unknown Number: Stop being a fucking bitch. reply to me. I'm gonna break all of your shit

Unknown Number: You're in so much trouble when you get back.

I showed them them the messages and there faces turned into a disgusted face as they read it.