tell me it's alright

beauty is in the eye of the beholder

I went up the elevators to the gals I knew that could do make up.

I knocked on the door and waited for half a sec when Sydney opened up the door. I gave her a half smile and asked, "You have time for one more person's make-up?"

She laughed nodding her head, and letting me inside "Girl you know I got time to do anyone's make-up."

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The time she got done with me you could have never tell that my face was brusied up besides my split lip.

All I could do was look at myself in the mirror with awe. I always tried to hide it but the concealer and foundation I always tried never seemed to work.

I walked over to Syd and gave her a hug. "Thank you." I said smiling.

"No problem" she said as she looked at the art work she did on my face.

Ali coughed moving the attention to her. Rolling my eyes I decided to give her the attention the princess wanted.

Smiling, "since all you have are sweats and a baggy old Tee-Shirt we helped you out."

"Helped me out?" I asked highly confused on where this was going.

"Yes helping you out." She half laughed. "Honey you can't go out to lunch like that. Me and some of the other girls decided that we would help you find some clothes for lunch. So we went through each others stuff and found some small stuff and well here."

She handed me a pair of leggings with a cute green sweater.

I nodded my head in approval and went to the bathroom to change into everything. Besides the sweater being a tad to big everything fit nicely.

I gave them both a hug and decided it was a good time to start heading towards lobby.

Listening to Sydney and Ali laughing and joking around made me feel like everything was going good today.

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Alyssa Pov

We were all sitting at the table at this little Italian restaurant, and all I could stare at was Becky.

The way she presented herself around other people always made me second think her and Nick's relationship.

Everytime we were with the team or just a little group of people she had this presence that everything was going good, and her life was great.

But everytime it was just me and her I could feel the exhaustion radiating off of her. But today I wasn't searching to make sure she was okay, because I knew everyone has her back and is in good hands.

The way the girls fixed her make-up was beyond amazing she looked so beautiful in the sunlight. And the green sweater made her catch my eye even more.

She has this beautiful smile and a sense of humor no one gets. The way she gushes over the Zelda games is beyond me. Just seeing her happy made me happy.

The only other thing that caught my eye was how much has barely eaten. She was mostly just playing with her lettuce and sipping on her water.

I decided to push that to the back of my mind.

I was thrown out of train of thought as someone poked my shoulder.

"You're doing it again." I heard Hopes voice say.

"What do you mean?" I asked, as I turned towards her.

"Staring at her. Zoning out while the whole team talks. She is going to notice eventually."

I sighed. I knew she would. Becky is smart. I knew I needed to just be there for her right now. All she needed right now was a friend.

But I couldn't stop crushing on her..

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So this has been a draft since like April. I'm sorry guys. I did not know how to end this chapter...

I've been busy I've had prom I'm graduating Friday night, and in August my girlfriend is moving down to Texas with me.

I will try and update more! 🙂