Day 121

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    Frank was asleep at my door when I opened it, which was very cute. But remembering what had happened yesterday, I forbid myself from hugging him, and left him asleep. The thing that I don't understand is why would he do all of this to Bert if he loved him ?, whatever happened in Frank's past ?, why can't they break up with each other ? "G-Gerard... I'm so sorry, w-what can I do so you'd forgive me ?" Frank asked.
"Tell me about your past." I ordered.
"I'd hate to see you cry..." What does this even mean ?
"Then when I go, don't blame me..." I feel so useless right now...
"Please. No. Gerard, don't go..." I hate everything. I hate myself. I want to end it all.
"I failed and lost everything..."
"What- No, Gerard, please, I'm here."
"If you promise not to cry-" He cuts me off with a kiss and start sobbing in my arms.
"I fucking love you Gerard, don't go, don't leave me." It doesn't sounds as true as he wants it to be.
"It's not loving, if it's just fucking..." I admitted.
"No, this time I mean it... I'll let you know just how much you mean to me... I-I will drive into the end with you !"
"I've been thinking about it for a while now, I-I love you too, but... we're not working out... sorry..."
"I-I understand... I'd rather love you separately, than have my love kill you..." We hugged each other, crying. "D-do you want me to get out from here ?" He asked.
"N-no, you can stay..." I would feel so alone without him around.
"Thank you."

Now that I partially got rid of Frank, I can get rid of Bert too. So I message him. «Gerard :•Me and Frank broke up, you can have him, forget about the plan•

«Bert :•That's AWSOME !• •I mean I'm sorry• •You can't forget about the plan, now that you two broke up, we can officially be together and get our revenge on Frank• •I'm coming to your house next week, introduce me to Frank as your boyfriend•»
«Gerard :•I don't know about this•»
«Bert :•Don't worry it's the perfect plan•»
I quickly delete the messages, and went outside for a smoke.









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How low !

Hehehehe I'm crying xD

No, I am seriously crying...

I love Bert.

I hope you enjoy !

I'd rather love you separately, than have my love kill you...  

Tight hugs (because we both need them),

-$M@

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