Day 130

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     I've decided to stop it all. I'm going to tell Frank and I don't care if he's going to be homeless. I can't keep like this. I just want him out of my life. "F-Frank we need to talk..." I started, shaking.
"Miss me already ?"
"This is serious. Frank, I know what you did, I-I know what you do. please just... get out of my life..." I order.
"I'm so sorry, Gerard, I didn't mean to kill him. I swear I didn't mean to..." he cried out.
"Y-you killed him... ?" I didn't hear about Bert since he last came here... Frank, what have you done...
"I am so sorry, Gerard... Bob was an amazing person, but he had to die..." Frank confessed.
"B-Bob... ?" Tears started filling my eyes. "Y-you killed Bob... my best-friend ?" I started sobbing and he held me. We all through that Bob has committed a suicide, he hanged himself...
"I am so sorry, he had to !"
"How the hell did he had to be killed ?" I scream, outraged at him.
"He discovered something about me..." Oh my God I sheltered a murderer, my best-friend's murderer.
"And what now, you're going to kill me too ?!" He nods, Oh my God no, this can't be happening. The only person I loved. The first love of my life, is going to kill me.
"I am so sorry, you have to die, but our love never dies." He's fucked up in the head, he's fucking sick. He needs a psychologist. He needs to be fucking arrested...
"I-I..."
"What is it, baby, last words ?" He asks.
"I-I didn't know that you killed Bob, you told me yourself..." please don't kill me. Don't fucking kill me! He forces his eyebrows.
"Then what were you talking about ?!" 
"I-I was talking about your relationship with Bert, and that you've cheated on us several times..."
"Oh, yeah, sorry about that." He's not even really sorry. Someone get me out of here !
"You're an asshole." I let out before thinking. Which I shouldn't have. I got to save myself.
"I'm a whore. I'm so sorry, but you have to die, Gerard, you know much to be killed..."
"B-but Frank, you were the one telling me !" Please tell me I'm still dreaming. I'm just in a nightmare, right? Frank wouldn't kill me...
"You're suddenly afraid to die, honey ?" Asks he.
"Yes, please, don't kill me Frank. I-I love you... we could- I-I'll never tell anyone. I swear to God that I'll never tell anyone..."
"It's too late, Gerard..."
"No. Frankie, baby..." I let out, before he ties me with a rope, that I don't even know from where it came. Someone get the troupes. I need emergency help. He's staring creepily at me.
"Oh God you're so beautiful... too bad you have to die..." Too fucking bad asshole stop making me remember that I have to die way sooner than I though. I want to have children. I want to get married. I want to get to college. I want- this is too soon. I don't deserve this. He walks out, leaving me tied, alone. Oh God I'm on my own. I need a plan. I need to get out. I need to- "it's going to get over soon, honey... do you want to know something before you die ?" I nod, as he takes off the duck-tape out of my mouth.
"Wh-why did you kill Bob ?" I ask.
"Remember that fifth period massacre in Pencey Prep School ? well yeah I caused it. I don't know how, but Bob found my diary, and he was going to tell the police." He says as if it was the most normal thing in the world. He did not only kill my best-friend, but he also killed over 100 people. I sheltered a serial killer. I was crying again. All those innocent people that have been killed. What did I do to deserve this ?
"Oh no, baby, don't cry." He kisses me, he kept kissing me until Bert came in and dragged me to his car. We were heading to my grave.
"Do you really have to kill him ? He's sweet, innocent and has slimy lips. We could play with him sometime..." says Bert.
"Shut the fuck up Bert." Replies Frank.
"At least you've tried this time..." sighs Bert.
"I'm thinking about running my own business, you know ?" Says Frank.
"I'm thinking that we could be perfectly fine without you cheating on me..."
"You know I love you." Frank says.
"I love you too, Frankie." Bert replies.
"Me too, I love you too !" I almost scream, hoping they would change their minds.
"Why were you as silent as the dead, Gerard ?" Laughs Bert.
"Bert, your jokes suck." Reply to him Frank. Please oh dear Lord save me. I'm too young to die and- my prayers were cut by the stopping of the car. They got me out of the car, ripped the rope around my hands and gave me a pickaxe.
"Here you go, dig your own grave." Ordered Frank. Should I punch them. Should I hit them with it. I can't, if I punch one the other would come at me and- but I can ! "Don't even think about it, baby, just dig in..." He ordered again, with a calm as creepy as this situation is. As the tears run down in my cheeks, I dig my own grave. "Last thing you'll see will be my face, remember this face !"
"You two are fucking psychopaths..." I let out.
"Thank you baby, I think this hole is enough." Frank let out.
"I-it's not enough !" I exclaimed.
"Come on, Gerard, get in." He ordered.
"I don't think I'll fit in here, let me dig larger..." I need more time...
"No baby, it's big enough." He kisses me before pushing me into the hole. Where he starts throwing dirt.
"No Frank, please, stop. I don't want to die. Please. Save me. Save me Bert. I owe you one. I saved your life once, you were about to commit suicide, remember ?, it was me who answered your messages, not Frank. Please Frank I love you. I should have never let Bert manipulate me with his stupid plan, he wanted revenge and I didn't want to hurt you, but he forced me into this, and I- and I-" too much, too late, or just not enough of this. "I love you Frank..." I continued. He started throwing dirt in my face to shut me up, and I couldn't breath, couldn't move, it's weight is too heavy for me to move. I try to hold my breath. But I can't. It's in my mouth. In my eyes. In my throat. In my lungs. I feel nothing. And everything is dark. I think I see a light. I should follow it. But I'm too scared to make a move. I don't know how but I go off the ground. I'm up and Frank is not here. They are gone! I can finally escape. I'm running to the light. It gets bigger and bigger. I'm almost there. I can finally be free. I'm wet ?! I am swimming. I am swimming in a big ocean. But I don't know how to swim! I'm sinking in the ocean floor. But I'm breathing.
"Gerard." It's Frank, I should get out or else he'll drown me, and I don't know how to swim. "Gerard, can you hear me ?" I try to scream, but I can't. From where is his voice coming ?, I look everywhere, but he's not here. I'm all alone in here! How can I hear him?!
"Maybe he's already dead." That's Bert !
"He's still breathing, and I can feel his heart bumps, but they are very slow..." says Frank.
"He's probably in a coma or something... why did you even let him out, anyway ?, last time I checked, you buried him alive..." /!\ wake the dead-the used/!\
"Bert, you're not helping right now..."
"Maybe the sleeping beauty will wake up with a kiss." Suggest Bert and I feel suddenly a pressure on my lips, before everything changes. Where am I ?, I've seen this place before... it's my room...
"Look alive, sunshine..." Was the first thing that Frank said when I opened my eyes.
"I-I'm alive ?" I ask.
"No, we're all dead..." says Bert.
"Bert, you can go now." Ordered him Frank.
"What the fuck man... okay I'm going." Bert left the room, and probably the house.
"Y-you killed me..." I said.
"No, I saved you baby..." He says.
"Th-thank you." I let out.
"I am so sorry that I tried to kill you honey, I knew you were different. I am so fucking sorry. I'm going to stop all the shit that I'm doing. I'm going to breakup with everyone, even Bert, so I could be only yours. We're going to be together forever, I swear."
"I-I... don't know..." I don't know if to give Frank another chance after what just happened

"I swear I love you. I'm going to change, I'll be gentle, I'll be all yours."

"I really want to believe you, Frank." I really want to, but it's hard.
"Just wait and see, will you wait for me ?" He asks.
"I-I'll wait for you..."
"I really don't deserve you" he says before hugging me, while sobbing in my arms. "I love you."
"I-I love you too, Frank."





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I didn't kill anyone this time... I'm proud xD 

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Hits my head with a packaxe, 

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