Chapter 13 - Talk

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Charlotte's pov

I felt sudden movement, shake me awake. "Can you stop?!" I mumbled angrily. "Can you get up?"

"No! I'm sleeping! Go away!" I buried myself deeper into whatever I was laying on. I think it's the couch. Ehh... Then someone,whoever the person is,picked me up. "Oh really so ya wanna play that game. Well screw you! Screw you I tell ya!"

"Charlotte Sofia Grace! Stop thrashing!"

I opened my eyes and raised my eyebrows. Demi pulled me a confused look and I laughed. But she shrugged it off.

"So princess you know we have to talk now right?" I shivered and nodded slightly. "Okay tell me, do you have an eating disorder?"

Wow she really doesn't beat around the bush. I shook my head, lies. "Tell me the truth Charlotte."

I sighed and nodded looking down. Fingers pushed my face up and I got forced to look in my mother's eyes. "There's nothing to be ashamed about. Baby your beautiful."

I snorted slightly. Beautiful my ass. "Charlotte come with me." I got up and followed her the bathroom. Wait bathroom? What the hell?

"Look in the mirror." I shook my head. Is this woman cray cray? I ain't doing that. "Charlotte." She warned pushing me infront of it. I turned away from it. She's not making me look at myself, i'll proberly break the mirror. She scowled at me. I forced myself to look at the mirror as she wrapped her arms around me.

I nearly burst out crying but composed myself. But I admit my eyes became watery. "What do you see Charr?" She spoke behind me. I shrugged. "Come on princess work with me." She urged.

"I-I see a monster and ugly, fat one too. Too many scars,a worthless, useless girl." I shut my eyes so I couldn't see the horrible image in front of me. "Do you know what I see?" I shrugged and opened my eyes to look up at her.

"I see beauty,I see my daughter who isn't worthless or useless, she perfect for me and she's not fat. I always Thank God for bringing her in my life. You light up my world and i'm soo sorry I hurt you babygirl." Demi's eyes started watering but tears never spilled.

"Look in the mirror again baby." I shook my head. Then the tears started falling from my eyes. "Baby?" I turned around in her arms and sobbed. "I-I don't w-wanna momma p-please don't make me."

"Shhh princess your okay." She picked me up in the hug and took me out of the bathroom. I was still sobbing so I never knew where we ended up at.

Demi's pov

"Charlotte babygirl stop crying." I cooed in her ear. "Momma?" She spoke. "Yeah baby?"

"I'm sorry." I frowned. "It's not your fault hunny. Don't be sorry."

She nodded and snuggled further into me. I sat down on the couch rocking her slightly. She's proberly gonna fall asleep again.

I've been noticing she has been doing that alot. Ever since the fever.Brook and Dani come back tomorrow and I hope it dosen't get hectic. Also Nick's daughter are coming, so more pressure for us then.

I'm gonna try my hardest but I know try my best. With Nick by myside I know it's gonna be easy. Well I hope so...

A\N Update soon :)

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