The Problem With Love (Jaegan) COMPLETE

chapter 2

it's been a few weeks since the Raegan incident and there's a party tonight. Danny invited me and i accepted but i'm a little scared. ok a lot scared. i've never been to a party before. and like the whole school will be there. fuck. i'm nervous.

danny and i get to the party and i'm immediately hit in the face with the stench of alcohol and weed. i see Raegan and he comes up to me. i quickly walk away and ignore him. i see Jason and i go say hello to him. i've liked him for a while but i want to start slow.

"Hey Jason!" i yell over the music. "hey jay!" he says. he offers me a drink and i'm hesitant at first but i don't wanna seem like a pussy if i don't drink, so i accept. we talk for what seems like hours and i'm drunk off my ass. Jason doesn't seem that drunk but i don't really care right now.

••Trigger rape warning••

Soon Jason starts leaning in to kiss me. i have basically no control over myself so i kiss back. he grabs my legs and picks me up and pins me on the wall. he moves his head down to my neck and starts sucking.

"Jason s-stop...p-please stop!" i say but he doesn't. i try to push him off after coming to my senses but he's much stronger than me. he picks me up and carries me up the stairs of the strange house while i'm still trying to get him off of me.

he opens the door and throws me on the bed. he starts to undress me after i try to make him stop. he puts two fingers in me and i scream in pain. "stop!! please stop!!" i yell but it's no use.

he takes his pants off and lines himself up at my entrance. "stop please Jason!" i yell. he shoves himself inside of me and i groan in pain. at this point i'm begging him to stop. but he just won't..

i hear the door fly open and Jason obviously doesn't because he keeps raping me. "PLEASE HELP!!" i yell to the person. Jason finally realizes there's someone else here and pulls out. he pulls his pants on and i'm left there crying.

••trigger warning over••

i finally find the strength to get up. so i put my clothes on and limp outside. i don't even bother trying to find Danny. i don't even know who came in the room. i just continue to silently sob to myself and walk down the empty street. luckily i make my way home and i go inside.

i sit on my bed and start to undress again. i go into the bathroom and turn the water on. only hot. i need to wash the sense him off of me.. i sit down in the tub and let the burning water go all over my body as i cry to myself again. i get out and go over to the drawer. i open it and pull my blade out.

Word count: 520

sorry for the cliffhanger. i will update soon.
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