The Problem With Love (Jaegan) COMPLETE

chapter 9

he gets up and runs to me. i jumps into my arms and i barley catch him. i laugh and put him down. "I MISSED YOU!" he hells loudly. i see people looking at us. i then see a girl walk in. kenna. i remember her too. she's kales girlfriend. she runs up to me too. she hugs me and i here people running to us. i look up and see kale and jack joining the hug. right with Raegan.

"can't....breathe..." i say. they all pull away and go sit down. i follow and sit next to Raegan. they all go get food but i'm not hungry again. i have no idea why. maybe it's because i'm fat. ugh. why does Raegan want me? i'm worthless. i should just die.

"hey baby?" i hear. i turn to see raegan. "yes?" i ask. "what's wrong?" he asks. "nothing. why?" i say. "you just looked really...out of it...like exhausted." he replies. i laugh. "i'm fine baby." i say smiling. very forced.

•these are time skips•

i've been sitting in the last hour of the day, just staring. at what? no idea. i hate math. i can't focus on it at all. it just doesn't comprehend in my mind, ya know?

i sigh. louder than i tried to. i feel someone's hand on my thigh. i look over and see Raegan. i smile and lean on him. he kisses my head and wraps his arms around me. we have a sub so it doesn't really matter what we do.

i'm about to fall asleep when the bell rings. i sit up and start packing my stuff. i get up and leave. i start walking to my car and i get in. i wait for Raegan because he usually doesn't take long. Raegan comes out of the building within five minutes. he gets in and kisses me.

•skidadle skadoodle•

i'm laying in bed because Raegan's gone at his moms for some unknown reason. and dads at work. there's nothing to do. i'm thinking about random stuff but my mind always wonders back to why Raegan would ever want me.

"UGH!!" i scream out. i run into my bathroom and sit there. i cry to myself, remembering what happened the last time. i hear the front door open and close so i get up and wipe my tears. i go to my bed and lay down again. "BOO!" i hear. i jump and scream. i see Raegan standing in to door way. "whyyyyy?" i ask laughing. "you're just a so venerable" he says. "ugh." i reply. he sit down next to me and starts rubbing my back.

i cuddle up next to him and eventually fall asleep.

•your dick is now a noddle•

i'm sitting in the middle of my room. it's completely empty of furniture but i can tell by the posters on the wall that it's my room. i hear the front door swing open but i don't hear it close. i hear someone stomping up the stairs and i look to my room door. i feel like i should be scared but i'm not?

my door flies open and i see someone standing there. they're holding something and i think i know what it is. suddenly Raegan appears right in front of me. "hey baby boy." he says. he looks like he's been crying. "Stop!" the other voice yells. i look over to them and they are now holding a gun. they were holding a blade before.

"take it and kill him." they say it like it's simple. "no!" i yell. "YES!!" they reply. i look to Raegan and see tears streaming down his face. "no! no! no! no!" i repeat over and over again. they put the gun in my hand and force my hand up to Raegans head. they put my finger on the trigger and push it. "NOOO!!" i scream "JUSTIN!! it's fine. come on. wake up baby." i hear. it's Raegan.

i sit up. it's so hot. i'm sweating bad. right beside me is Raegan. he looks worried. he has tears in his eyes. no. this isn't real. i just shot him. what?? i grab him and hug him, fearing to let go.

Word count: 708

woah

that was something

love you babies