The Problem With Love (Jaegan) COMPLETE

chapter 3

••self harm trigger warning••

i start cutting my healed scars open again.
1. i cant take this anymore
2. everyone would be better off if i was dead
3. no one loves me
4. i hate myself
and many more for different reasons. i wrap my arm up with some bandage and go to bed.

••trigger warning over••

it's the next morning and i remember it's Saturday. thank god. i sit up and immediately see someone in the corner of my room. what the fuck. i put my glasses on and realize it's Danny. "what the hell danny? you scared the shit outta me!" i say to him and i realize i have a raging head ace. then i remember what happened last night. i feel my eyes burning and i look down. i feel the bed dip and i look over to see someone next to me.

it's Raegan. i smile at his presence. he sees tears on my face and he cups my cheek. "Raegan told me what happened." Danny says, breaking the silence. "w-what?" i ask nervously. "last night. he's the one that walked in." dan says. i just stay silent for a while. then i pull Raegan into a tight hug.

"thank you so much. for saving me.." i say while crying into his chest. he pulls away and looks at my arms. he sees the bandage and starts crying. "Justin..." he says. "i-i'm so s-sorry i-i didn't come s-sooner.." he says. "and i'm s-so sorry i-i did-didn't come w-with you l-last night when you w-went h-home.." he says. i pull him into another hug and i tell him he's fine.

Danny leaves and Raegan and i stay hugging for a while. "Jay?" i hear. i immediately perk up and release Raegan. i run downstairs and see my dad. i jump into his arms and hug him tightly. "dad!! i missed you so much!!" i yell. "i missed you too!" he replies. he sets me down and i hear Raegan come downstairs.

i go into the bathroom and i look in the mirror. i realize i have bruises on my neck from where Jason choked me. i feel tears in my eyes and i close them tightly to stop them from falling.

i hear two faint knocks on the door.

Word count: 397

kind of a short chapter and a little cliffhanger sorry. also sorry for any misspellings.
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