if only - jjk

Part 5- Baby?

I woke up, feeling a little down knowing that there's only 3 days left till my birthday. Yes, i must be happy, but the thing is, my birthday is the exact day where i die. I just shrugged it off and did my morning routine.

AFTER AN HOUR~

I insisted Jungkook to take me to the park but he still rejected. He said that he has work to do so he can't hang out with me today, and we can just hang out next time. And, that's the problem. There is no more next time Jungkook. I really want to tell him that, but at the same time, i don't. I just decided to give him the space that he needs, maybe he can think of it.

"Okay. I will just hang out with myself then." i said, pouting and looking at the ground acting like a kid that didn't get a candy from her mom. The boy before me just chuckled at my actions while smiling hugely at me. So huge that it is already creeping me out.

"Aw. Is my baby sad?" those words left his mouth without even thinking. I was just (jung) shook as him. Our eyes widened, lips parted, and cheeks grew red. It's kinda cute, but still confusing. Why would he call me "baby"?

"Baby?" i nervously asked him, stuttering.

"Oh no! I'm so sorry- i didn't mean- like- let me explain- it was an accident-" he panicked and i cut him off before i get deaf.

"It's okay. You don't have to explain, i get it alright?" i said with sad eyes, remembering our past. Jungkook noticed and his eyes softened. I looked straight into his dark brown orbs as he did the same with me. I was nearly drowning in his eyes when he suddenly spoke.

"I should get going now. I'm going to be late." he said as he looked away from me and grabbed his bag. He held the door knob and was about to go outside, but he looked at me with soft eyes.

"Stay safe while i'm gone, okay?" he said with a concerned tone that made me soft. My heart was fluttering again.

"Of course. I will." i replied and he smiled warmly at me as i did the same. With that he left the house. I sighed to myself and locked the doors and windows and went upstairs. I went to my room and opened my closet. I started to take out some clothes that i don't need anymore and put them in a plastic bag. I picked lots of clothes and left some important ones. After i was done with the clothes, i went to my desk. I picked some stuffs that is useless already, putting them inside the plastic as well. I picked lots of unimportant things and put them inside a plastic as well. If you are wondering why i am doing this, it's because i'm going to throw them away already. I mean, what's the point of having these useless things when you're going to die in 3 days anyway? I packed it all. I went downstairs to get some water. But.......

JUNGKOOK'S POV~

I didn't actually go to work. I just realized that i haven't seen Naeri for a couple of days now, so i went to her place. I parked my car outside her house and went inside.

"Naeri? Baby, i'm home. Are you-" i didn't finish my sentence when i saw Naeri and....a boy? So all this time, she was just using me? They were making out intensely. Like they could just suck each other's faces. I was cut off of my thoughts when the girl spoke.

"Oh, hey Jungkook. Miss me that much?" she stated teasingly while still kissing the guy.

"Babe, who's this big nosed punk?" the guy spoke as he detached his lips from hers. I couldn't help it anymore. I let my anger get the best of me. I just threw myself at the guy and punched his stupid face so hard that it broke his stupid nose. Blood starting to come out of it. He fell on the floor and Naeri ran towards him.

"Yah! How can you do that to my guy?" she asked annoyed. My anger simply grew. I walked towards her and slapped her across her face so hard that my hand marked her cheeks. She cried and fell, landed butt first on the face of the guy. I was just trying my best not to laugh. If Ji-eun was here, she'll probably enjoy it.

"Who the hell are you to hurt me and my girl?!" the guy with a broken nose questioned. I just laughed at him as an answer.

"Yah! You did not just do that-" i cut her off.

"Bish, i just did." with that i left the house and went home already. My anger simply subside at the thought of Ji-eun. I can't wait to tell her what i just did.

AFTER FEW MINUTES~

I parked my car at the garage and went inside the house, excited.

"Ji-eun! You cannot believe what i just-" the sight of....her....left me in pure shock. She was laying on the floor with blood, sweat, and tears on her face and body. I immediately threw myself towards her in picked her up in bridal style and took her to my car. I drove at the nearest hospital, Seoul Health Center. I quickly entered the building and ran to the emergency room. Nurses and doctors were circling around me, taking her off my arms, placing her at the emergency bed and taking her somewhere. I tried to run after her but the nurses stopped me from doing so. They said it is best for me to just wait at the waiting area,  and i did as i was told. I went to the waiting area and sat on one of the chairs near Ji-eun's room. After a few minutes of waiting, i heard a call for Ji-eun's name.

"For Lee Ji-eun." the nurse announced. I went to her and she greeted me with a smile.

"Oh, are you Ji-eun's boyfriend?" she asked me, a sweet smile never left her face. She was pretty, but Ji-eun is a Goddess. I smiled back at her.

"Yes, i am. How did you know?" i asked her. She smiled again. Wow, this girl surely smiles a  lot.

" She mentioned you last time when we first met. I never  thought that you would be this handsome. No wonder you love birds fell in love with each other." she said with a sweet tone.

"Thank you, you have met Ji-eun once? Where? How come she never mentioned you to me?" i attacked her with my questions, and that's where her sweet smile fell.

"What? She went for a check up here 4 days ago. Didn't she tell you?" the nurse asked me back.

"No. Do you know what her symptoms was?" i asked her again.

"She said she was having severe headaches the past few days. And she has a-" she was cut off by Ji-eun's doctor.

"Sorry to interupt your conversation, but can we talk inside Mr....?" 

"Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook. I'm Ji-eun's boyfriend. Is she okay now? Can i see her?" the doctor didn't even seemed to be surprised by my sudden attack, but instead his face saddened.

"I'm so sorry, Mr. Jeon, but your girlfriend has only 2 days to live. I'm sorry again." those words that stabbed my heart with the sharpest knives. A tear fell from my eye. My mind isn't focusing on anything now but Ji-eun. And that's when i realized that...

I still love her... I really do.

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