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I waited for what felt like an eternity for Negan and Carl to come in the room. My eyes stayed fixed on the clock on the wall as every second passes the knot in my stomach gets tighter.

I don't know what Carl was thinking trying to come and here and take Negan out. He couldn't actually think that was going to work, right? I kept glancing out the window seeing saviors burning the bodies of the men Carl killed.

The door opening causing me to whip my head in its direction my heart almost stops as I see Negan alone. I crossed my arms over my chest as I walked up to him ." Where is here ?" I asked cautiously but with slight anger in my voice.

" Calm the hell down. He is safe, for now. "

Negan walks to his glass he left on the desk taking a slow sip.

"Where is he ?"

Negan smiles as he finishes his drink ." Why do you want to know? You can't leave this room to see him anyways and you can't talk to him ."

I sat on the edge of the bed as the promise I made haunts my mind. Anger bubbled up in me at the thought of not being able to speak to him at all.

Something inside me snapped. I grabbed his glass throwing it against the wall making it shatter upon impact into a million pieces on that ground.

Negan didn't move as he studied my action carefully waiting to see what I would do next. This emboldens me as I destroyed the room breaking everything in sight.

All the pent-up anger and frustration just exploded inside of me causing a volcanic eruption that allowed me to release some of my pain. I broke the last lamp in the room then crumbled to the ground.

My body shook as soft sobs escaped my lips. I rocked my body as tears flowed down my face in heavy sheets of sorrow.

Negan finally moved, he sat down with me then placed his arms around me. His strong muscles flexed as he held me firmly allowing me to calm down fully. My head leaned against his chest while my palms rested on his lap. My body was numb from crying but my mind went back to Carl

" Where is he?"

I whispered out as Negan's fingers ran through my hair.

"He is hanging with the other wives, where you will be after the two weeks is up ."

His voice was calm which filled me with curiosity. I pushed my hand against his chest as I lifted my head. My eyes scanned the room absorbing the destruction I had caused.

" Why did you let me do this ?" I asked gazing at the messed up room.

Dam! I fucked it up badly

" I have been waiting for it for a few days now. I knew all that frustration and anger would surface at some point, and I made up my mind to allow you to release it.

I know the position your in is hard to deal with and having to see the person you love hurt sucks. I also know that you are a strong woman, one of the strongest women I have ever encountered.

You remind me of someone I once knew. She was just like you, hot as hell and stubborn too ."


I swatted his arm playfully.

" I am not stubborn ."

He let out a chuckle as he kissed the top of my head.

"Yes, you are, but I like that about you. It's sexy to have a hot woman that I can bend to my will ."

" Do I really have to stay in here for two weeks ?"

" Nice try baby, but the rules are the rules. You decided to take Daryl's punishment, so just enjoy the peace and quiet during the day and the fun with me at night ."

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