Forced to love you Cover Done By @Natasha Palma Negan Fanfiction

Death

The smell of food cooking fills my nose with delight. Pans sizzle, and pots boil, as Carl and I roll out some dough. 

" You have to use a cup, to cut through the dough,  it helps make the circular shape ."

Carl shifted slightly,  as he moved his cup,  and made the necessary cuts, then placed them on the pan.
" Cooking is not fun aunt Jax.  "

" It can be, I and your mom used to make stuff for your dad  and uncle Daryl all the time ."

" What was a dad like when he was dating  mom ?"

I took the pan then placed them in the oven ." He was a little shy at first, but he soon realized your mom liked him, and it gave him more confidence. "

" What was Daryl like?"

I shook my head,  as a small smirk formed  on my lips." He was the bad boy at school.  A lot of girls liked him. He always rode a motorcycle to school,  and he always had a cigarette hanging from his lips. One day,  a dumb freshman, tried to steal his bike, well let's just say,  he didn't come to school for a week after that. Daryl beat the shit out of him.  Ever since that day,  everybody stayed away from  Daryl Dixon. "

" Except you. You married him. Why?"

I shrugged my shoulders,  as I sat on the counter ." I got to know him since he was friends with Rick.  They were best friends in high school.  Lorie was all over Rick,  I figured why not get know the best friend, maybe he isn't the bad boy people were saying he was.  He did some bad things,  as a kid, but he had a hard life. I just honestly loved him the first time we went out."

" So you have a thing for bad boys?" Negan grinned, as he tested his sauce.

I blushed, keeping my eyes on the  floor." I do"

" So that means I have a chance ."

My lips curved into a smirk,  as I jumped off the counter." Maybe, but don't think it will happen soon. "

Wiping his hands with
a small towel,  Negan walked over. His smirk never leaving his face." I know for a fucking fact being with me for two weeks straight will change that. I have wonderful plans for us. I fucking know by the end, you will be in love. "

I dipped my head down trying to avoid eye contact." Sex doesn't make a relationship Negan, I need more than that. "

"I know damn well that a relationship is more than fucking sex, while I will enjoy that, that's not the wonderful plans I mean. "

My eyes narrowed,  confused by what he could mean. 

I am not sure I want to to know.

" What is that supposed to mean?"

Negan grazed his bottom lip with his tongue,  while his eyes sparkled with mischief. He leaned in his soft lips lightly making contact with my ear.

" You will see. Now, let's eat,   then head home. "

Nobody spoke, while we ate. The only sound was forked scraping the plates.  I grabbed some baby food for Judith,  giving her bites,  while I ate myself.

Negan smiled,  as he watched me, I could feel his eyes analyzing my every move with curiosity. Negan brought his fork to his mouth, finishing his plate. 

" You are good with kids. Did you have any ?"

" No, I just have always been good with them." I shrugged while giving Judith another bite.

" Carl,  Jax and I need to head home.  I have enjoyed our time together, but all good things have to end ."

He pushed himself up and tossed his plate in the sink. Negan grabbed Lucille, placing her on his shoulder. 

" Let's go."

" Bye Carl."

" Bye Jax. I will miss you. "

" I will miss you too. "

Negan wrapped his arm around me, as we walked to the car. Negan pulled us out of the gate,  and we made our way down the lonely road.

The sun was begging to set, hues of orange and pink filled the sky with color. A dark blanket replaced our wonderful blue sky, it was replaced by a collection of sparkling stars.

The headlights shone through the darkness, guiding us home. I leaned my head against the window,  glancing out into the abyss taking in the pure darkness. 

A lone car was wrecked up ahead, not just any car, one from Alexandria. 
My eyes went wide, as I took in the scene.  A bloody body was hanging loosely from the window,  shards of glass protruding out like swords.

" Stop the car!"

" Why?"

That car! I have used it back when is as with Rick. " It's somebody from Alexandria!"

" Fuck!"

The car scratched to a halt, allowing me to get out. I ran to car horrified by what my eyes took in. The brown curly hair,  the same lwsn body I have known for years.

My lips quivered, as tears streamed down my face. I fell to my knees,  holding my head with my hands.

" Rick," I mumbled as sobs racked my body.

What will we do now?