Forced to love you Cover Done By @Natasha Palma Negan Fanfiction

Don't rush it.

Jax's P.O.V

The light above me flickers, creating an even more gloomy atmosphere, while I walk down the hall.  My heels clock against the concrete floor echoing with every step.

People gaze at the ground as they pass me, trying to avoid looking at me.

Strange.

I notice Carl up ahead,  his door shuts abruptly behind him,  as his eyes meet mine. " Hey Jax, I was just coming to see you. Have  Negan's men found any sign of Michone yet?"

I shook my head,  as I made my over to him. " Negan said they are having a meeting today.  Some of the groups are reporting in, and others are still searching. I hope we have some news, it just seems odd for her to disappear like that. "

" I know. She wouldn't leave my dad. That's why I know somebody did this. I was going to ask Negan if I could go on one of the search party."

I placed my hand on his shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. " That's not a good idea. I don't think you would be safe if you were with his men. A lot of them are still upset about the outpost your dad attacked. "

" Yeah, I guess. I just wish I knew why dad left in the first place. He never told me where he was going, and that's not like him. Then he ends up dead. It doesn't make any sense."

" I agree, none of this does, unless."

" Unless what?"

" Maybe he knew something he wasn't supposed to know, or he saw something. It would make sense as to why he is dead, and Michone is missing. I am going to talk to Negan.
Will you go watch Judith?"

" Sure, let me know what you find out. "

" I will Carl, bye ."

I walk up the flight of stairs and go down the hallway to his office. I gently knock on the door, nd wait for his reply. I hear light steps make their way to the door, giving me hope.

The door swings open,  and their stands for Amber. She slides her dress back up,  while her hand rests on the door frame. " Hey Jax, I am just leaving.  Negan is in the shower. "

" Thanks, Amber, I will wait for him."

Awkward.

It's not like I don't know he has more one of us, it just is weird running into them. I let out a sigh,  as I sit on the edge of his bed. My fingers glide over the silk fabric,  making figure eights.

I wonder how he keeps up with all of us. Does he have a schedule? Or does he just think," I want this girl today? "

Billows of steam spill out of the shower door, as Negan, strolls out. He has a towel wrapped around his waist just above his pubic bone, giving me a good view of his defined body.

Dam! He is hot!

" Like what you see the baby?"

I shook my head, smirking at his proud statement. " I do like it, but that's not why I am here.  I was wondering if I could sit in on the meeting this afternoon. Carl is anxious to know if there is any news about what happened to his dad, and Michone. "

Negan grabbed some clothes, nd headed over to the bed. " I don't fucking care, but it might be boring at some point. A lot of it is letting me know how each outpost is, and we need to appoint a new leader for Alexandria.

Simon says he thinks he has a good idea for who could take over. I am damned positive he thinks he would be the best fucking leader. "

" My people wouldn't accept him, he isn't one of them. It would need to be someone they trust. "

Negan slipped his shirt over his head, flexing his large muscles.

Dam! Why does he have to be so hot?

" Did you hear me?"

I shook my head. " I am sorry what did you say ?"

He chuckled,  as he slipped on his jeans, nd boots. " I said, that I agree with that. What had you so  distracted?"

" I am not distracted, I was just thinking." I defended, as I crossed my arms over my chest defensively.

He leaned in, placing his arms on either side of me, making it impossible for me to move.

"Thinking? Or check me out?"

I bit my lip, knowing I was caught.
" Maybe I was. Maybe I wasn't. I will never tell."

Negan smiled,  as he lifted himself off the bed. " When the meeting is over,  we are coming back here. Don't think I fucking forgot about your punishment baby.

I expect for you to be in my bed from this day on. I have let this shit slide for a few days out  of respect for Rick, but I am tired of fucking my other wives and only being able to think about your hot ass." 

I rolled my eyes,  as I got up from the bed. " Well, you will have to wait a few more days. "

His eyes furrowed. " Why the fuck is that?"

" I am on my period," I said playfully,  as I open the door. 

" Are you fucking kidding me!"

Actually, I am.

I shook my head,  laughing at his reaction. " I am kidding."

" That shit is not fucking funny. Now, let's go smart ass. We have a meeting to attend. "