Nameless ≫ Jarchie

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"Are you going to share what your episode was about last week?" Fred asked cautiously. He was seated on no name's window seat as always, and no name had his finger twirled up in his glistening dark hair as always.

"Do I have to?" The boy asked numbly, as if he was really thinking about something else.

"No. You don't have to, but sometimes it's better to talk about it."

"If I tell you, well you let me treat you as if you are my best friend on a cliché television show as I ask you completely pointless questions that I am honestly ashamed I conjured up?"

"Does this have to do with Archie?"

"Yes."

"If you two had sex I don't want to know."

"What do I look like to you? I do not fuck on the first date and we have not even had that yet."

"Okay then it's a deal." Fred chuckled.

"Okay." The boy nodded before taking his finger out of his hair and sitting up straighter. "It was a continuous nightmare except it was reality. I know it was real because it looked like me, it sounded like me, and it made sense. It felt as if it happened previously and I had never experienced that feeling before."

"So it was a flashback?"

Nameless nodded. "Yes. It was a horrid one."

"Of the accident?"

"Yes. I remember it from the moment I saw the car and it kept playing incessantly. I had the nightmare again the other night which is why I was late to school yesterday. I could not settle back into my slumber. This has not happened to me before. It is kind of terrifying actually," He admitted.

"Do you mind explaining it to me?" Fred asked eagerly. He didn't mean to sound so eager, it was just that it could really help to know what happened.

"MayI ask you something first?"

"What is it?"

"Did they ever find the person who drove the vehicle?"

"Yeah. Yeah they did." Fred smiled slightly.

"Four people were in the vehicle."

"Four?" Fred furrowed his eyebrows. "That's not what the police report said

"Yes, at first there were four, including me."

"At first?"

"Shall I tell the story now?"

"Please."

"Is it bad that I wish I didn't know what happened?" The boy asked, snapping his eyes onto Fred with such intensity that it spooked him.

"No. A month ago though, you would've wanted to without hesitation. Why the change?" Fred wondered.

"I think I want to leave what happened in the past, in the past. I am tired of lamenting and lingering over something I cannot fix. I want to feel whole, this does not make me whole no matter how much I force myself into believing it will. It was sickening, absolutely sickening what happened. I have complained my whole life about my amnesia when I could be living much worse right now. I would have had it much worse." He said quietly.

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This isn't edited. Partly due to laziness. Anyways. We find out what his nightmares are about on Monday