Creepy Cute Crush

Drugs Are Bad

I woke up suddenly. I needed to pee, pushed Gerard a little, I think I woke him up. "Frankie..."
"Get back to sleep..." I pushed Bert a little. Mouth and eyes wide open. White liquid coming out of his mouth. "B-Bert ?" I shake him. He wasn't breathing, his heart wasn't beating.
"N-no..." I cried out.
"What..."
"B-Bert, he's... dead..." Gerard quickly got up.
"F-fuck. Call an ambulance !"
"It's too late..."
I held Gerard tight as he started sobbing.
"I-I can't believe he's... dead... I told you drugs are bad! I should have stopped him... maybe if I took a pill he'd still be alive, it's my fault!"
"Gerard it's not your fault! It's his, he took the pills and swallowed them by himself! Stop blaming yourself!"
"I'm just saying that we could have stopped him and he won't be dead now..."
"It's not our fault he's stupid!"
"You... you're cruel..."
Frank did not respond, left Gerard crying, as he was himself still in shock. Bert was the only source of his living, and now that Bert is gone, he literally cannot live. He asked for Gerard's help but Gerard cannot steal from his parents for Frank, too cowardly, called him Frank.
"I'm so sorry, baby... we can find a job..."
"No, we can't!"
"I'll find a job myself..."
"Just go back to your parents'"
"No, I can't leave you..."
"You should."
But Frank left first.
He waited until Gerard slept to take all the pills left in the apartment. And slept holding Gerard eternally.
Gerard, seeing this tragic scene, unable to bear it, his past demons coming back, with no reason left to live, he killed himself too.

The End.
10/11/2018
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