It's Lonely.

day 2

day 2

Him

why did it hurt so much

i dont even know if we are done or not

i told Him how much i loved him and thats it

i ranted to Him as well

a rant to show Him how i felt but ignored to put in my

lonelyness

saddness

hopelessness

depression

and had regret right after

no response still

i was lost

and i was busy too

had other things to think of

but couldnt

and i hated Him for that

hated Him

how can i hate someone yet love someone

i know He reads them

doesnt He know that He is killing me

that i check my phone every 5 minutes to see if He texted me

or that i think of Him 24/7

or i have to lie to some friends about me, Him, how im feeling

that i try to do things but something reminds me of Him

that i just think sometimes

cry from dreams of us

He doesnt