It's Lonely.

day 1

day 1

its 2am

and i decided to do this

i read a story

it was short but amazing

it made me think of my silly relationship.

hate to call it silly

my quirky relationship

one-sided

messed up

itelligent

sweet

stupid

relationship.

he hasnt talked to me and i feel lonely

do you know what lonely is like

it feels like being happy for a second and sad for three hours

but you have guilt

guilt for thinking youve done something wrong

also knowing the person you most need is not there

my friend is amazing

she knows what im going through cuz she is also going through it

she doesnt know im lonely

i dont know she is lonely

my other friend

god bless him

i wouldve...i dont know what i would with out them

im barely managing

because i want Him there

not God {gives me hope though}

but Him

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so its me, the author

this will be just a small story

i hear an owl outside my window...

umm please ask questions

this is my first book