It's Lonely.

day 6

day 6

my voices are starting to hurt

they bully me

taunt me

into thinking

He hates me

or

is cheating on me

and i

halfly believe it

and Him ignoring me isnt helping

i still listen to them

some are nice

telling me it will be okay

will it

people always say that

how do they know

what if it gets worse

and

worse

dont say it

unless you know it

which many dont

i always say

think positively

i dont control your life

you do

thats why its called

your life

because its yours

im writing all this negatively

why

so i can get it out

every day

at 2am

i write

He will read this one day

im not trying to make Him guilty

just showing my pain

so hey Him

there is so much more to come

because its a lot of pain

from you