It's Lonely.

day 4

day 4

my friend is doing a rebound

i need one

but im not sure if im in a relationship or not

since He wont answer

what do i do

He probably has someone new

the two

happy already

while im here

with a million things pecking my mind

i have schizophrenia

its not because of this

but this did make it worse

my doctor doesnt know why

my parents dont know why

i know why

so do my friends

He doesnt

i hear the typical

"kill him"

or

"keep him"

"he doesnt love you"

"why would you leave him"

"youre weak"

"is someone lonely"

thats just 1% of it

its doesnt stop

the pills help

so much

my parents are worried im gonna overdose

i wont

i dont take them on purpose sometimes

so i have someone to talk to

sometimes i just listen

i like the voices

but they do hurt a little

but not like He hurt me