It's Lonely.

day 3

day 3

i sent Him something

something i regret

but am happy of

my dear friend

helped me by making Him jealous

we didnt kiss

id never do that

just took a picture together

we couldve looked like friends

He had no answer

still

He was screwing with my mind

and i hated Him so much for it

its hurting me

i cant think straight

should i give up

just stop

stop

and go a different direction

watch Dr. Sheldon Cooper for the rest of my life and be happy

He probably isnt thinking of me

probably having the time of His life

ripping my brain into pieces

my heart you ask

my heart doesnt feel pain

it does feel lonelyness

which is an abundance of

but its sad to know that He

is ignoring me