It's Lonely.

day 24

day

im thinking of leaving Him

i shouldnt go through this pain

i dont care

if He doesnt care

i want to end it

but something is pulling me back

whatever that something is

i

hate

it

i want it gone so i can be happy

my voices are talking at once now

three at time

iterrupting

chiming in

yelling

screaming

trying to get my attention

all i can focus on is

Him

shit i hate Him

why cant He leave me the fuck alone