[hey so I know these are short chapters, I don't like writing long ones~ please follow, comment and rate]
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After school, I met Nathan up at the gates. I think it's time I've told you about the story with Nathan.
So, I met him in my second year of Highschool, and he's always been in my class. On the first year of Highschool, I had no friends, I had become an outcast and nobody liked me. I got bullied a lot by Serena, who I actually used to be friends with before Highschool. Then she turned popular. One day, Nathan transferred and while he was walking over to the seat (which was directly in front of me) he must of seen me flash a smile when I was reading my book, because he passed a letter back to me, and it read 'Hey. I'm Nathan. You have a great smile. You should use it more'
Honestly, that small thing lead to a great happiness and everything he did, was just an extra to my love for him. To this day, it hasn't died out since. This burning love of gold flames, I cannot explain.
A lot of people say he likes me. They don't know that I love him, though.
As we walk to the town library, he asks me all kinds of questions..
'So what does your Dad do?' he asks, his eyes widening in curiosity.
I look at the ground. 'I don't know, I don't know him.' I murmur. He just frowns and says 'oh'
'I didn't know'
I smile and tell him it's okay. Its not like he's dead, though.
He quickly changes the subject.
'So you and Jeremy, are you guys, like, together?' He asks.
I am shocked at first, but then I burst into laughter. 'Haha, no way! I've never been in a relationship before, boy am I happy about that.' I smile.
'Why don't you want to date anyone?'
'well it's not that I don't want to, but I just want to find someone really special to me, before I make any real choices.' I say. The Video Camera is now directly onto my face. I'm guessing he recorded that.
'So, is there anyone special right now?'
I blush profusely.
'N-no!! No way.' I bounce back. I can't believe he got that on film.
He smiles and I change the subject.
'Hey, I'm going to the beach this Saturday. Charly and belle hate the beach, but Jeremy and Demi will be there. You want to tag along?' I ask, managing to gather courage.
'Oh I see, a date, huh?' He teases playfully.
'Dont start.' I reply.
'What I mean to say is, I'd love to come.' He laughs.
I smile.
whenever I'm around him. I just, I just feel contented. Its different from Jeremy or Demi, they make me warm, when I'm down. But I forget everything that's ever made me sad when I'm with Nathan. It's like he's my own personal hero. I like that.
He's humorous too, I think im getting used to hanging around him.
I really love him.
Of course, there's no way could be together. He wouldn't love me.
Who would love a girl with messy hair and an ugly face, he told everyone I was beautiful, but I don't believe it's right.
Were walking down a road, and I turn into a shopping central. 'Oh my godddd!!' I scream. I run over and signal for him to come over. I spread my arms out and sigh happily.
Yes, yes I know. geeks aren't allowed to have a favorite shop, but this is geek central. It has heaps of stuff. From vintage consoles to cartoon themed cookies!! It's astonishing!
I call Nathan over to one of the mini shops. I pick up a black console, that looks new. 'This is a sega genesis. It was very popular back in the 1980's, I think that's what it was. My dad and mum used to play theirs all the time. Wait- was it the sega genesis that was popular or was it the one that was kindof a fail. Whichever the one, I think they're super cool!' I say, pushing up my glasses.'
Nathan laughs and looks at me with a raised eyebrow. 'I didn't see you as a geek'
Well that's funny, because basically I'm the schools biggest geek around. I'm not anonymous. 'I mean seriously, you want to be an actor, isn't that a job that most attention seeking people want?' He says.
'Well, no. I don't think I could name one person who would actually do that for attention. It's stupid if you think about it.' I shoot back, leaving him quite impressed.
We talk and shop and explore all afternoon, and he films a lot of it. It was filming purposes,okay? We weren't on a date!
