Unmade beds and lonely places

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Untill I learn to love myself

Everything I touch as gentle

As I may be, will be stained

By the poison of my self

Hatred

Underneath drinker smiles

Cheap food and naive

Attempts at finding love

There was nothing, there

Came a point where I

Would suppress anything

Just to avoid the real me

Screaming to come out

Some day, I'll have to

Confront the worst version

Of myself, the one I hide

In unmade beds and lonely

Places and hopefully I

Won't run

I wish I could learn to love

Myself, my stretch marks

My crooked smile, my

Bad sense of humour and

That one thing I assume

Everyone hates about me

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