the outsiders preferences

caring

This is kinda personal because of fake friends so if you see some type of theme or shit please ignore, this is kinda a vent so.

They all sit around you, the cold night air brisking through the open door as the gang sits all around you, caring looks or worrying glances in every direction as you sit quietly, staring at your lap. "(Y/n). Tells us what's wrong, what happened?" Darry asked smoothly, calming your nerves as you silently rocked to calm yourself from not having a breakdown. 

It was silent until Two-Bit helped you, gripping your hand softly in his he spoke, "We saw...how they were treating you, the way they discriminate you like...like there your own pet. You should stand up for yourself." You gripped his hand tighter, feeling the tears began to pile up in your eyes. 

You open and closed your mouth, trying to find the words, trying to understand the situation yourself, until finally Dally said the thing that let the tears flow down your rose merry cheeks. "To even call you a cry baby, a snitch...just not right man. You had every right to, you were damn scared, hell your younger then Pony you should be scared, especially at night, i mean come on." Dally grew frustrated until Johnny tapped him silently. Dally took a breath as he settled down. 

"She..." You words were not hoarse but were very soft and quiet as Pony...you sat beside you, held you, stopping your rocking as you spit the rest out. "called me a ugly bitch." Steve's body twitched at the words, and you knew you would hear it. "Has she not seen herself, i mean braces & pimples, Jesus." He quietly muttered to himself. 

"Listen (Y/n). No one. Should ever treat a friend like that, call you a baby, who cares? She's the true baby for calling out such a kind friend, she's a bad friend if you feel like your suffering, like your drowning and can't tell any of us that your suffering."

You began crying now, biting your lips harshly to try to stop, and Soda quickly enveloped you in his arms as he tried to sooth you, hugging your tight. 

"What really made me notice this...is when you were hanging out with (F/n). That was the first time I've ever hear you say, I've never laughed and smiled so much. That...really got me and you've never, ever said anything like that when you were with her." Ponyboy said softly, and it was true how you told him how much fun (F/n) was, not really ever speaking of her, guess he caught you. 

"Listen...i don't want to see her here for awhile alright?" You nodded after stopping your tears, agreeing. "Come on your making me emotional." Two grumpily said as he enveloped you in a hug as eventually you were in one super bear hug.

You softly smiled.