Choni:Maybe we're not so great.

Chapter 10:understandings

Tonis pov:

The conversation with sweet pea was well I guess you can say sweet,but I was over him .well at least I think I was ,but when he kissed me all the old memories of me and him started surfacing back to the light.like taking late night motorcycle rides,parties,racing cars,everything about us was beautiful.he was beautiful but it's the complete opposite with Cheryl but the exact same so I'm drawn.is it possible to love somebody so much but be in love with someone else.all I know is that right now I have to pay off my debt , then I can think about to my feelings.
Lunch time was over it was Cheryl's and I free period . I started to walk around the school to try and find her cause I hadn't seen her all day. I passed the lounge area to see sweet pea and a bunch of sweaty boys talking about some game.his eyes followed me ,"hey you guys I'll be right back",he hopped over the couches heading to the door which I was walking past."hey"."hey"."you wanna come sit with me I know what I said was a bit awkward but you know it doesn't have to be,we still can be sweet pea and Toni Toni and sweet pea"."oh my god yes of course sweet pea we're still the same ,but I'm kinda confused with everything at the moment so could you know put a pin in that conversation "."a pin?"."yea?"."okay I'll put pin in it while your still banging Cheryl",his voice was all hostile and angry like he could hurt someone but not me more like Cheryl."Look I have no idea why your getting so jealous,but you need to calm down!",I demanded "and next time you decide on tossing in my face who I'm sleeping with maybe try to realize how difficult this is for me". I walked off before he could try and apologize which I know that was what he was probably doing .

Cheryl's pov:

I was in the locker room because I hurt my angle doing a front flip,and of course no one saw it because I'm to bad to let anyone see me in pain.and I know what you're thinking "Cheryl blossom mess up a cheer routine ",and it's all because of that damn sweet pea.when he kissed Toni what does that mean?i swear some days it feels like Toni and I are fine but then somebody comes in and drifts us apart ..forcing us to talk about things which we don't do often but in order for us to keep from ripping someone's head off we do it and I'm not kidding.
She finally came into the girls locker room."you found me"."yea you know a text would've been nice",she hinted "sorry my phone died".she walked over to the bench I was sitting on rubbing ice on my angle and kissed me on my cheek I moved quickly when she did ,she didn't say anything instead she sat down and asked me what was wrong ."I twisted it doing a front flip "."that's not what I mean"."fine okay I know I asked before but you and sweet pea whats up with that?"."what do you mean"."I mean he kissed you and i-actually don't know what happened after that"."your right it happened I love sweet pea I love him more than I want to sometimes, And I love you too,so I don't know I love him and I love you.",i was quiet at the comment,she then she grabbed my hands and held them in hers"but Cheryl you have my heart".I looked up at her and smiled just a little bit.
I wanted to tell her that I didn't want her and sweet pea to hang out talk anything but I know if I did that she wouldn't say it but she'd hate me. And I can't live with that so I decided I would confront sweet pea."Huh hello ,yea maybe",Toni laughed"Look I'll see I promise I'll try okay,bye."who was that?",i asked " just some friend there's a party tonight and -"," we should go".she laughed at me then she saw I wasn't kidding"wait serious"."yea why not?"."okay I'll let him know I'll be there"."him?"."Jackson don't worry we're sorta kinda cousins".
We sat and talked for a few minutes .
"O shit I'm going to be late ",she leaned and gave me a kiss ."Where are you going?"."i have to do some research on a paper."but I'll see you later yea",she questioned but didn't stay long enough for an answer."bye"I whispered as the door closed behind her .