Chasing The Sun

Art

She was art,
Not necessarily beautiful or magnificent.

Nothing was all you felt.
But she was to make you feel nothing you can explain,
To you she looked like canvas that was plain.

You were not art,
But you were beauty, sumptousness and magnificent.
You made her feel things she's never felt,
Things that no one has ever felt.

You were plain canvas,
But pierced so deep that no normal eye sees.
Your plain canvas,
Touched her in places she didn't know she had.

You were her eudaimonia in serendipity,
A second without you felt like eternity.
You gave her happiness,
But to you she was worthless.
She tells you you fill her with immortal rhapsodies,
And you reply 'nonesence'.

And no matter how many times you called her useless,
How many times you called her shapeless,
She still grew these feelings.
And this was not painless nor tearless.
Her tears made oceans,
She did not know water was one of your fears.

And no matter how many times you pushed her away,
You still found your way,
To talk to her anyway,
To see her everyday.

With you, she felt extreme happiness,
With you she was in a land full of bliss,
With you she feels extreme sadness.
So she's giving up,
And standing up ,
Turning her back and slamming the door.

She now has normal happiness without you,
She now is in a normal world without you.
But she no longer can make black glow in the dark after she left you.

And this when you figured out,
That this nothing you felt,
This worthless you threw out,
Was you fighting the fact that,
This nothing you felt,
Was a feeling you couldn't explain,
And a life without would all be vain.

So you found a way,
To get her before she went too far away,
And to make her yours again someday,
To get her to laugh like yesterday.
To get her back today.

And this is when you found out,
That her normal world was black not with even white,
That her normal happiness was non-existent,
That you had to get her back this date.

You found her swimming in her ocean of tears,
And you dived in not thinking twice.
Facing your fears,
So she could be yours,
You held her hands,
And for longer than eternity she was yours.

She called you her Johnny Bravo for being brave enough to face your fears for her.

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Hello earthlings💕

This chapter is dedicated to JoshOjijo because he challenged me to try to write positively. And @eliemwangi  eudaimonia in serendipity.   It is also dedicated to nungariii for its positivity.

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