Wolfblood

17. What's wrong?

I started walking further and further into the woods and the crying became louder and louder. I walked left and than right, right and left. Finally I saw a big opening of light in the woods. The crying came from there so I walked towards the light. I went trough the opening and came in an open field with long tall grass and a beautiful lake. I've been here before.
Than I saw a boy sitting by the lake. It was Thomas. He was the boy that was crying. I walked towards him and sat down beside him. He had his head in his arms, so I couldn't see him crying. And he was crying so hard he didn't hear me coming. 'What's wrong?' I asked. He shook, I think I scared him. 'Thomas?' And I led my hand on his knie. I came closer towards him.
I almost leaned against him. I grabbed his hands and held them in mine. Now he was looking at me with his eyes full of tears. 'I can't do this Katherine.' He sniffed. 'Why not?' I asked. 'I'm not ready..' He said and looked at the ground. 'Let me tell you something little shank!' I said and Thomas laughed at me. 'You're the only person I know, who can do this.' I said and looked at him. 'But what if...' He said, but I interrupted him. 'There are no what ifs, do you hear me! So gather yourself up! You can do this and I'm here for you.' I said and looked at him. 'Okay?' I asked and smiled at him. He smiled and looked at me. Our heads are really close now. I looked him in the eyes and looked at his lips. I looked back at his eyes; they were so beautiful, I think I really could drown in them. Thomas now held my hands and came closer. Was this it?! Did this really happen? Do I want this? Thomas and I came closer , but before our lips touched we got interrupted: 'Hey, guys!' Thomas let my hands go and backed off. I looked back and saw Jacob approaching. 'Jacob, what are you doing here?!' Thomas stood up and looked fierce at Jacob. Jacob smiled: 'Hey, no worries big bro. I'm here to pick you and Kathy up, it's getting dark soon.' He looked at me, but I looked away. When he saw that he looked at Thomas again. 'Well, are you guys coming?' Jacob asked, now more irritated than kind. 'Yeah, we're coming thanks Jacob.' Thomas said, but he was still angry at Jacob for...well I don't know if he was angry about the fact that Jacob interrupted our moment. We started walking home. I couldn't look at Thomas...I just didn't knew what to say. When we reached the Denn, I quickly went up the stairs into our bedroom. I sat down on our bed. 'God, what is wrong with me?!' I said against myself. 'What are you doing?!' I couldn't control my feelings anymore. Am I getting feelings for Thomas? And how about Dylan?
Suddenly I heared some knocking on the door. 'It's me Peeta, can I come in Kath?' I was so reliefed. Finally someone I could talk with without any weird feelings. 'Sure, Peeta come in.' I said and Peeta opened the door.