Tell me now (Jin x reader)

exchanging feelings

(Next morning)

I didn't wake up from my phone rather from the doorbell.

"Oh shoot!", i panicked:" i didn't changed my arlam to "8:00a.m."

I heard a knock and a voice: " (y/n)?! Are you awake?"

I rushed out of my bed just in a oversized shirt and panty on not realizing that this is not appropriate.

I pull the door open and said with a rushed but still sleepy voice:" I'm sorry! I didn't put the arlam on."

No answer was comming so i looked up to the men standing in front of me.

Jin's face is bright red:" G-good morning (y/n)..."

I looked down on me like he did and nervously explained:" O-oh... excuse me. I just hopped out of bed."

"I'll get changed and make some breakfast. After that we'll get going ,okay?", i invited him in.

He's still a bit embarrassed but agreed and stepped in.

I went straight to the kitchen and put some bread in the toaster.

Jin looked around interested and went then to the kitchen as well.

"You have a nice place!Cozy~", he added:"Do you live alone? "

"Yeah as far as i know, haha!", this was not funny but i still laughed.

My soft laughing was interruped when i felt arms wraped around me as i tryed to reach a mug from the upper shelf level.

I twitched:" Ehhh!!"

I felt Jin's body pressing against mine.

"This is the part of the choreography that is the most difficult for me.", he sayd softly.

My heart is pounding right now. I really hope he dosn't feels that since he's so close.

"..it's quite a overwhelming part...", i sayed.

But this situation is probably more overwhelming then the dance part.

"But i did it, look!", Jin hugged me tighter.

And because of the 'look' he sayed i immediately looked at him.

"This is the next step, right", he smiled:" We suppose to look at each other now."

He looks at me and puts his forhead against mine and closed his eyes.

What is going on?! My heart is pounding so much right now and my face is probably as red as the traffic light the cardriver missed last night.

This situation would be a bit less awkward if i head pants on. I'm still standing here just in my pj's.

"KTSCHHH!!", the Toaster kicked out the two breads i put in earlyer.

The two of us were so scread at it, that he let go of me instandly.

After we ate i got changed and then we headed out to his place.

He called a taxi and we drove for about fiveteen minutes.

When he opened the door i ask: " Is it hard being an idol?"

I asked it out of nowhere.

And Jin was looking at me like he didn't expected this kind of question.

"Sometimes... But the real issue is that it's actually a really lonely job.", he sayed:" Don't get the wrong idea. I like all the memberes but i sometimes want to be with a normal person... Like you (y/n)."

"I know what you mean... It's the same for me since i moved to seoul.", i return:" You are actually the only person i know in this town besides of Chi-Won."

He looked concerned:" Really?!"

Jin got closer to me:" Well, then i'm gonna fill up all the space where your friends should've be."

I got a bit sentimental. I don't know why.

"I just miss the people i care for so much.", i sayed softly.

I tought he couldn't hear that but he then hugged me.

" I know that feeling. You can always call or text me and we can talk anytime!", he offered.

I hugged him back and feel tears running down my cheeks.

(a few hour later)

We practiced for a while after my little mental confusion.

He got way better at it and we almost got it right.

He even allowes himself to put his hand on me like Chi-Won always told us.

"Won-won will be proud of us!", i sayed.

"'Won-Won'", Jin asks.

"He told me to call him that.", i replied.

" And you call me Jin...?", he hesitate.

"Yes. Why are you asking me that?", i ask.

"It's not importent.", he turned his back to me: "We should probably head to the headquater. Don't you think?"

"Yep. Let's get going.", i respon a bit confused.