Tell me now (Jin x reader)

second confession

I went to the door.

I just wanted to have a peacfull night and this would not be happening if he'll keep knocking on the door or messaging me.

I opened the door and there he is. Standing right in front of me.

Jimin immediately hugged me:" Awww! I'm so happy that you opened!"

He did little steps heading in to my apartment, carefull enough that i might not notice it.

As soon as i let go of me he asks: " Where is my present?"

He smiles at me.

"Or are you my present?", he got up to me but i slided to the side and made a step towards the kitchen.

I always have a full drawer with candy.

I pulled out a new chocolate bar and gave it to him.

He looked confused at it but then broke a small piece of it off and steped forward to me:"Do you want the first bite?"

I made a few steps back until i reached my dinning table and was forced to stop but he keeped heading towards me.

"N-No i gave it to you! It's just for and only you.", i nervously smiled at him and shook my hands to simulate that he shouldn't come any closer.

But befor i knew it, he was standing right in front of me resting one hand on the table and with the other the chocolate piece still between his fingers and a demanding stare.

His stare was so intense that i didn't realize opening my mouth and i felt the chocolate melt on my tongue. 

Jimin tilted his head and smiled at me:" Look, wasn't too bad was it?"

"Mhm..", i looked away.

All of a suddon i felt hands under my arm that lifted my on the table where i sat down and was more in eyehight with him then befor.

"Now you!", he gave me the chocolate bar and obviously wanted me to feed him.

I tryed to move away a bit but he immediately pulled me by my waist back to him.

"Let's get this over with...", i laughed uncomfortably.

He took away the chocolate and got further away:" I'm sorry... I don't know what went over me just now..."

"I can see how unconfortable this makes you...", Jimin continues:" I don't want to make you feel weird but i also want to be closer to you... I saw this scene yesterday in a drama and the girl in it liked it and i thoughed you would like it too.."

"It's really nice of you to think that but nontheless i still am in a relationship with Jin.", i said.

I actually don't know if that's true but i need to be direct to Jimin for him to understand what i'm trying to say.

"It feels like i'm cheating on him when i do that with someone other then him.", i looked down.

"I know you two got together because you two felt very lonely.", Jimin said:" You know i also feel really alone and finde it unfair that he's getting someone and i'm not. I want someone where i don't feel like i'm the only one in my life.

He took a deep breath:" I want you! You are the one that understands that feeling i have everyday. We can be together and have each others company and don't have to feel lonely."

"We can be freinds.", i tryed to touch his shoulder but he turnes away. "You can be freinds with Jin! I want to be your boyfriend.", he looks at me.

He has the same look on his face Jin had when he said that he feels left alone in this city.

It feels really unfair to leave him alone while i give Jin my full attention.

"Don't you know anyone else then me?", i ask.

"I only have guy friends and the only girls i interact with are idols and they remind me of my job too much. I just want to have a time off and i only get a rleaxing feeling when i'm with you.", Jimin explained.

"Am i really considering being together with Jimin?", i ask myself.

I feel like a dirty cheater.

It's all too much i don't know how i should feel about anything.

Everything starts to turn around me.

"(y/n)!!", i heard Jimin's voice but i sounded far away.

I didn't feel anything i just watched myself collapse in Jimin's arms.

For a short while everything went dark.

I found myself in the bed laying down.

I saw a light coming from the door and heard the sink running.

Befor i could look anywhere else i saw Jimin coming in the room and with a glas of water he almost droped when he saw that i looked at him:" Thank god you are awake!"

"How long was i away?", i ask.

"Not that long...But you scarred me.", he answered.

He went up to me and put the glas onto my desk next to my bed.

"I'm sorry i did this to you...", he appologized.

"It's okay... I just need to rest for now...", i turned myself over away from Jimin.

I heard a soft voice:" Can i lay down beside you?"

But befor i could answer i already feel the blenket being lifted and Jimin hugging me from behind.

"Good night, (y/n)", he leaned his head on mine and tighten his grip.

"Good night..", i replied soft.

I don't even know what time it was but i fell asleep.