All I want is love

Kill Her

Alissa in mm 

"James why are you here" 

"I can't come see my son" 

"I mean you can but not these Pop up visits" I opened the door to my house a little wider so he can come in. The only thing that I had on was my robe and my new underwear set from victoria secret. I watched him go to my son's room and pick him up. 

"Hey lil man" He sai dan played with him for a minute. "daddy gon come get you one day and you gon spend the whole weekend with me ok" 

"Ok dada" He said and went back to playing with his toys. James looked up at me and I rolled my eyes. 

"Aye Lili lemme talk to you" He walked out and went into the living room. I followed him and sat on the couch. "You know you wore that for me" I rolled my eyes and laughed. 

"Boi you funny" I grabbed my phone and started going through it. "Why would I wear all this sexy stuff for somebody that can't last for only 3 minutes" 

"It might was for 3 minutes but you was acting like it was good" 

"Key word Acting" I said and rolled my eyes. He looked at me and sighed. "And ain't you got a whole I mean a half of a girlfriend to go home to" 

"Hell naw" 

"Mhm Lie again" I said and got up. He was still standing in the living room. "You can leave" He sighed and opened my door, slamming it on his way out. I don't know what I was attracted to in them 30 seconds but it sholl wasn't pretty. But i'm Alissa, lissa for short. I'm 17 with a 3 year old son, his name is Jamere and he's the only reason why i'm still in NYC. When I got pregnant at 14, it killed my parents so they kinda kicked me out. I was looking for a place to stay until I remembered one of y mother's friends used to live around here. Luckily she let me stay until I was 16 and then I had to get a job. Then big daddy let me work for him at Playerz. The girls are nice and then, whats I started finding my regulars, ole girl got it going on. I moved out of that lady's house and Jamere and I were good. 

I got dressed,picked Jamere up and  walked outside to my Mercedes-Benz. When I buckled him him and checked, my phone rung. I looked at it and saw it was James. I rolled my eyes and answered it. 

"Hello" 

"Why you got an attitude girl" 

"Cause I just seen you a few minutes ago and I don't need to see you until monday at school" I said and hung up. I sighed and got in the car, pulling out from my driveway going to nicki's apartment. When I got there, I got Jamere out and walked up to there place. When I knocked on the door this girl answered. 

"Who you" She said and rolled her eyes. I pushed passed her and walked into nicki's room. This girl was still sleep. I put mere down and walked over to her. 

"Girl wake up" I tapped her and she didn't move."Nicki" 

"Leave me alone D" She said and moved her neck. 

"Alright I'm finna just go to the mall without-"

"No you ain't" Nicki got up and walked over to her bathroom. "I'll be out in about 30 minutes"  I laughed and shook my head. 

"Mommy I hungry" Jamere said and rubbed his stomach. I picked him up and carried him in the kitchen where D and that girl was sitting at the table. "Cousin D!" Jamere jumped out my arms and ran over to D to hug him

"Wassup Mere" D said and looked at me. I walked over to his cabinet and got a bowl and made some cereal for mere. I put the bowl down and got him a spoon, when I gave it too him her started eating.