All I want is love

Damn.. Pt 2

Previously on All I Want is Love

Jasmine's POV

"If I am I am if I'm not I'm not" I shrugged my shoulders and looked at the timer on my phone. Impatiently I'm looking around the bathroom and noticed my diamond earring across the bathroom and I got up and walked to get it. After I came back I started to walk around to get my nerves down until my timer went off. I sat back down on the bathtub and looked.

"No" I felt my cheeks burn and my eyes burn. I can't see anything because my eyes are so blurry with these tears. I fell back into the unfilled tub and cried my eyes out. This can't be right.

"Jamsine is everything ok in there" I heard nikki knocking on the door. "Jasmine you been in there for a few minutes and Jessica's pregnant ass is worried about you sis." She kept knocking on the door. A few minutes later she left. My tears can't stop coming and I'm trying everything in my power to make it stop. I picked up the stick and make sure it said what I thought it said. Positive. Damn.

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Nicole's POV

"If I was your. girrrrrrlfrriiiiiiend" Lissa sung throughout the house

"Girl if you don't shut yo bobble head no good singing ass up I know something" I said and started laughing. Liyah came out of her room and walked up to Jessica to pick her up.

"Auntie jessy where mommy" Jessica looked around and looked at me. I shrugged my shoulders and looked around. I thought she was in the bathroom.

"Idk honey bunny but why don't we go in your room and play dolls okay?" She nodded her head. When they left, I heard noise coming from the stairs, jasmine came into the living room and grabbed one of her bags.

"I'll be back in a few hours" She said quietly and left the apartment. Damn I wonder whats going on.

"How the owner of the house leave and not tell us to leave. I wanna know where she going." I nodded my head and sat down and looked at my phone.

Jasmine POV

When I walked into the clinic I felt nostalgia. I remember my first time going to a c,inic when I was pregnant with Liyah.

"Jasmine you know whats gonna happen if you pregnant right" I thought to myself in the room. "Trey would be so pissed with me. Then Jordan wouldn't wouldn't even wanna claim me as his sister" I said and looked down.

"Jasmine Maxwell" The nurse said. I picked up my bookbag and  walked to the back with the lady. When I got to the room she made me pee in a cup and  left. After what felt like three hours she came back and directed me to another room.

"Lay on the table" I did what she told me to do and I lifted up my shirt and she put the gel on my belly and started to rub around my stomach. After a few minutes I heard some heartbeats. I looked  at the screen and saw something. "Awe there it is"

"There what is" I asked.

"Your baby" My baby. Oh no this Isn't good.

present day

"Lay on the table please" The lady said and popped her gum. I lifted up my shirt and felt her put the gel on my stomach and move the thing around on my belly. After waiting a few minutes I heart a heavy heartbeat and I looked at the monitor. "Oh that's a strong one right there"

"Is it too late for an abortion" I quickly said without thinking. The lady looked at me and nodded her head. "How far along am I"  

"Well you are beginning you second trimester congratulations" she said and handed me a towel for my stomach. I wiped the gel off of my stomach and gathered my stuff, the lady came back and handed me the ultrasound pictures. She gave me my next appointment date and I  walked out of the clinic sadly and got in the Bentley Chris bought the other day.

"I-I-I'm Pregnant" I started to say to myself. "I'm pregnant" I felt my eyes and cheeks burn and I felt the wetness on my face and just sat there in the parking lot and cried. I felt my stomach rumble so I pulled out of the clinics parking lot and went to the waffle house down the street. Walking to the door I felt like the depressed little girl I was when I found out I was the exact same way 3 years ago.

"Hi my name is Gladis can I help you"

"Yea can I have a double cheeseburger with hashbrowns" I asked and looked at my phone. Chris, Jordan, D, Marcus, Lissa, Nicki, and Jessica was blowing my phone.  Gladis came with my food and placed it down on the table, I smiled at her and left with my food in my hand. As of now I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm pregnant again. for the same reason before but this time I know who my baby's father is. Walking to my car I got in and thought about something. I really haven't seen trey in a long time. I wonder how's he doing and where he stays now.

Jessica's POV

"Hi my name is Jessica I'm here to see Angela Maxwell" I told the receptionist. She smiled at me and gave me some things.

"For a second I thought you were her daughter Jasmine" She said. "She talks about her all the time. Angela would usually be in her room or out back with the other patients." I thanked her and walked to the back where she said Angela might be. When I got back there I seen a lady sitting by herself reading a book. I walked up to her and smiled.

"Excuse me Miss" I said and she put the book down. "Are you Angela Maxwell" She smiled and looked at me.

"Yes I am" She smiled and got up to hug me. "Its very Rare that I get visitors" She sat back down and looked at me and my stomach"

"I'm Jessica. Jordan's Girlfriend" She looked down for a minute and looked at me.

"I miss him" She said and smiled. "I remember when were such a happy family" She sighed and looked aff as like she was thinking of her past. "But that was before I got addicted and before his father and I split"

"And Jasmine?" She took a picture out of her book and placed it infront of me.

"That was my baby girl" She said and looked down. For a minute I seen tear drops. "One time when she was like 4 my ex husband and I took them to Disney land and she took that picture infront of Minnie" She said and wiped her tears. "I remember when she was 7 my drug dealer was trying to rape her and I had to fight him off of her. I wasn't gonna let him or anybody touch them. Jordan fought him too" She said and cried. " I miss them so much. I really wanna see my babies. How are they?" I shifted in my seat and wiped a tear off of my face.

"They're fine. Jasmine and Aliyah got their own place and Jordan he's great. He's actually going to college and he was thinking about after college graduation he's going to open up a tattoo palor." Miss Angela Smiled and grabbed my hand.

"How many months are you ."

"I'm 8 Months" She smiled.

"Boy I'm assuming" I nodded my head and rubbed my belly. "Congratulations" We talked for a little while longer before I had to leave. Driving back to Chris and Jasmine's house. I thought about Angela and the family day that's happening next week. I really want Jordan and jasmine to come. Walking up to the door I opened it and noticed everybody was staring at me.

"What"

"We thought you were jasmine" I shook my head and looked around. "She still hasn't came back" After a few minutes later we heard the door unlock and jasmine walked in. Chris waslked up to her.

"Baby where have you been. Are you okay?" She slowly nodded her head wand walked upstairs. I felt something fall down my legs.

"Jess did you pee yourself" D said. Marcus hit him upside the head. Jordan came up to me and smiled.

"Baby its time"

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Y'all excuse all errors I was trying to type a little to fast

-smoochies