All I want is love

Confessions

Chris's POV

"Marissa why do you always do this?" I asked Marissa who just started talking about me giving this homeless lady $200.

"Why was she in the street"

"Marissa she's homeless, meaning she doesn't have anywhere to go"

"Well she could've have changed clothes"

"Marissa"

"What i'm just saying, she doesn't look nice, what makes you think somebody would give her money if she looked like a piece of shit" I hit the breaks and made her hit her head. "What the hell you do that for"

"Marissa she's homeless, she doesn't have a job so what makes you think she could afford clothes, a house, or even food! Then on top of that you wanna get on me for being a little nice and spreading my itty bitty piece of joy to other people and give the lady 200 dollars when you got more than me and could've bought her a damn house two brand new cars paid off and then bought her a new wardrobe"

"Ew no, she doesn't even look like she's worth twenty bucks"

"Mane Marissa just be quiet mane cause you making it more than it should be, I den proved my point and you don heard it now gon call one of yo lttle friends and talk about me cause I don't give a fuck"

"Well damn whats pissing you off today" I rolled my eyes and pretended I didn't hear her. Lately I haven't been feeling to good, well not by health but just around me. Me and Marissa keep fallign out with each other and that shit just aggravates the hell out of me then on top of that, I haven't seen babygirl in a few weeks and I miss my babygirl. "Chris I know you hear me" I looked around and saw she was laying down in the bed. I sighed and looked at her annoyed.

"What mane"

"I asked you what were you looking at on your phone" She snatched my phone away from me and looked at my phone. "Why you looking at this picture chris" She turned my phone around and showed me the picture of Jasmine and liyah. We were about to go someplace and Jasmine took my phone and started taking pictures of herself and babygirl. Marissa looked at me and screamed.

"Mane stop with all that screaming shit, its bout 2 something, you got people tryna sleep shit"

"No! you over her daydreaming bout this bitch and her ugly ass baby infront of me and you think imma let yo ass get away with this sht Chris! Fuuuuuucks no since yo ass wanna do this shit here" She deleted the picure and started going through my camera roll and deleted all of the pictures of us. "Fuck outta here with that stupid shit, probably fucked the hoe too behind my back, ole jackheaded-" Her phone  rung and she looked at it. "hey"

"...."

"Yea Tracy i'll be over in a few bye girl" She hung up the phone and looked at me. "You know what, i'm finna go an your ass bet not leave this house" She looked at me and walkde downstairs. I followed her down there and watched her pull out of the driveway. Her ole broke back can't tell me what to do, This MY house and I pay the bills shit! Ole stupid ass. I walked upstairs and sat down in my bed. Mane she better be glad she moved her shit in this house. I fell back, screamed, and fought the bed until I fell asleep.

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"Chris" I opened my eyes and saw Jasmine again "Chris help"

"Jasmine" I tried to reach my arm out to her but I couldn't move "I-I can't move"

"TELL ME" She screamed. "Tell me and she'll let you go"