HAHAH SAD BUT HAPPY ENDING. It's like 1 am heere so I did not spellcheck. Oh well XD
TW: SELF-HARM, SELF HATE
"His voice is back" Jeremy said shaking.
"W.. What?!" I yelled.
Jeremy sobbed digging his fingers into my chest.
"H.. He kept saying I was a failer and no one cared and he told me awful things and made me do awful stuff and and" Jeremy started tearing up again so I pulled him even closer.
"I.. I was scared. That's the only reason there was nothing when I first got the squip. I was scared it would hurt. I was scared I would make it to deep. So I stopped thinking about it. B.. But now-"
"You feel awful like no one is there?"
Jeremy modded wiping is noise sitting up
"Is the.. It's it on now?" I asked nervously.
Jeremy shook his head. "I.. I don't think so..But it could come back.."
"Try to last for the night. In the morning I will bring some mountain dew. If it does come back squeeze my hand ok?"
Jeremy nodded. His eyes were closing and he forced them up.
"You still feel like sleeping..? I.. Could sleep with you if you want-Uh no homo though." I said nervously.
Jeremy smiled threw his tears.
"Thanks Mike." He said as he scooted over for me to sleep.
"I love you Mikey. No homo."
The moment I layed next to Jeremy I saw his eyes slowly close and he fell asleep instantly.
"Night Jer. I love you two."
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Jeremys POV 2 months ago
Your gonna do it? Like for real this time?
"I.. I don't know.." I said shaking. A metal blade hovered over my skin.
Do it Jeremy. Your a failer. No wonder I came back. You still need me. No one cares about you. No-
"Shut up!"
I scrapped the blade over my hand. Blood forming. It wasn't deep. Just enough to draw blood.
Slowly blood fell down my arm and I screamed dropping the blame shaking.
Oh my god oh my god.
Wash it off. And wrap it with toilet paper for now. Make sure you cover it.
"I need to tell Michael I-"
My squip appeared infont of me.
No. You will not. Michael can't know about this.
"Why?!
He will hate you for it.
"n.. No he won't."
He will think you are awful. He will say you are disgusting for doing it.
"No!" I screamed. Tears streaming down.
"Jer? You ok in there? You've been in for a while."
Did he hea-
No. He did not. Now tell him you are done.
"Oh yeah sorry about that. Kinda spaced out!"
I wrapped it in toilet paper then put my sleeve down. No blood was showing.
I opened the door and Michael was there.
"So you ready?"
I nodded.
"Awsome." Michael hugged me and I winced in pain. Michel let go looking at me
"You ok dude?"
"Oh yah. Just slept in a bad position."
"You sure?"
"Dude I'm fine."
"Anway's you ready for the sleepover?!"
A sharp pain flooded me.
"A.. About that.."
Michaels face turned to worry.
"Yeah?"
Make up a lie.
"My mom contacted us today." the words slept out of my mouth.
"Jeremy.. Why didn't you say anything..? Do you need time alone? Is she coming back? Are you ok?!"
"I don't know.. But if it's ok. I want to be al-"
"Dude it's fine." Michael said smiling. "If you need anything at all. My house is open."
"Thanks Mike."
We embraced in a hug as the squip stopped the pain. Guilt flooded me.
Michaels POV The next morning
I heard soft screams and the bed was moving
"No.. No.. No.. "
"Jeremy?" I looked over to see Jeremy thrashing in bed. His eyes shut.
"Jeremy!" I shook the boy waking him up.
Jeremy panicked more breathing heavily.
"The squip!"
"He's back?"
Jeremy shook his head. "What he is showing me!"
I instantly pulled him into my rocking him back and forth. "What do you see. Three things."
"A... A.... a wall."
"good now breath.. What else."
"I.. I see you.."
"and last thing?"
"You are hugging me. "
This was Jeremys way to calm down.
His breath slowed down as he choked on tears.
"the squip?"
"Acting weird. He isnt talking but I can feel. Him.."
"OK Jeremy. Are you sure you don't have any mountain dew?"
I..maybe.. I didn't see any..."
Jeremy was tearing up again.
"I'm sorry. I lied I hated myself and-"
I Turned him facing me.
"It's ok Jeremy..."
"Michael. I love you." he said quickly.
"You forgot to say no homo." I said
"I didn't."
I looked into Jeremy's sparkled eyes. Our heads slowly moved and our lips locked. He pulled away and blinked twice.
"Woah."
"oh my god you are a dork." I said laughing as we kissed again.
A/N: yep.
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