I made Jake suffer to much. Now for rich. Also thanks again to _Queen_Creeper_ for helping me with the conversation TW:Suicide attempt mentions
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News spred like that. Rich Goranski. The boy who set a house on fire and is dead. No.. because he knew he was gay-no. Because he fled to Bombay..no..just something happened to him...
2months later rich's POV
"Hey Jake.. " I said as jake limped into my house, still having crutches.
"What's up babe?" he smiled and closed the door behind him. He sat down on the couch and patted the seat next to him. I sat down and looked at Jake. He had moved his crutches to the side of the couch. "You sounded nervous on the phone. You ok?"
I looked at Jake and his crutches
His crutches
Crutches
I made him get crutches.
He hates me
I almost killed him.
I started shaking and felt tears roll down my cheeks.
"Woah hey Rich..what happend?" he said as he rubbed my back gently
"Jake I burned down your house, how did you forgive me?!"
"Rich... You know this.. That was two months ago.. It's ok.... "
"How ith it ok Jake?! You almost died. Your house ith gone! Why are you dating me and not hating me!"
"Who cares about my house..it was to big and lonely with just me anyways...and. I can't blame you..I know your squip made you do i-"
That's when I snapped and looked at him
"I TRIED TO KILL MYTHELF JAKE."
Jake pulled back confused "W.. What?" tears pricked his eyes now.
"I tried to kill myself OK?" I said as I looked away from him
"The thquip-I was under tho much pressure and.. I couldnt take I had to thtop the thquip...They wanted .everyone at the party to have one.. And I..I thought if I kill myself like I wanted to. then both problemth would be tholved.."
I felt myself being pulled into a hug and I looked up. Jake was hugging me. I tried to fight tears that wanted yet escape me, but it failed and I felt tears roll down my cheeks as I hugged him back shaking.
"Shh Shh I got you rich. It's ok. I don't hate you....its ok it's ok rich.." he said as he rubbed circles on my back
I burried my face in his shirt and gripped the back of Jake's shirt trying to hold back more tears tears
"Let it out" he mumbled softly.
I looked at him. Jake cupped my face and wiped my tears "You can let it out.."
That was the breaking point. The moment he said that I burried my face again and started sobbing.
"I hurt everyone-all our friendth becauthe I had to have that thquip!" I said as I choked on tears
"I hurt Jeremy-I made him take that thquip god I'm an awful perthon."
"Rich. You arn't awful..your my boyfriend..I know you may think it's your fault but it's not..You were going through stuff as well"
He pushed away gently and looked at me smiling softly.
I wiped my eyes once again and I looked at Jake as well, I noticed he was slowly moving closer to me me. I closed my eyes and I leaned in as well.
Slowly our lips connected and we kissed. A few seconds later we pulled back and Jake looked at me. A small blush crept on my face
"I love you rich Goranski. I love you and I promise I will never hate you."
I looked at him smiling softly. I wiped the tears from my eyes and nodded.
