Forgiveness?

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Requested by _King_Creeper_

Micheals POV

Loser.

Loser!

LOSER!

I sat alone in the bathroom crying. My best friend called me a loser. I mean I wouldn't blame him.  I am a loser. And look I'm crying like a baby.

I did this.  I told him he should take it! This is all because of me!

I slammed my hand on the bathroom door and started to break down.

Knock knock

The sound made me jump back.

"M.. Micheal? " I heard Jeremy.  Why would he come back?  To make me feel worse about myself!

"Go away. I'm a loser right? " I said trying to mask my sobs.

"Micheal please.  I'm sorry."

"Sorry doesn't cut it! Jeremy we have been friends for 12 years and one night you just ease all of it."

"Micheal open the door please!"

I sighed and opened the door slowly

Jeremy's POV

"Get out of my way..  You loser. " I shoved Micheal down and slammed the door out.  I walked out furious.

"He doesn't care about me.  He only wants everything about himself!" I whispered to myself.

My phone buzzed and I looked to see who it was.  I was greeted by my background. A picture of me and Micheal our first day of junior year.. Micheal was high that day and this picture shows the moment he kissed me.

I chuckled to myself.  I rembered that day like it was yesterday.

"Get over here heere!  I want to kiss you!"

"Micheal your making me die of laughter!"  I laughed. I looked back and Micheal was on the ground.

"Micheal?" I walked to him.

"I want a kiss.  But you don't love me." Micheal frowned.

"I need this on video!" I pulled out my phone ready to take a video. But before I did Micheal sat up and grabbed my face and kissed me on the lips.  And I pressed down picture button by accident.

"M.. Micheal!" My face went red.  His soft kind eyes stared at me.

"S.. See you wove me heere." Micheal laughed and soon fell asleep.

You wove me..

I love micheal..

My eyes watered. How could I do that to micheal? I needed to apologize..

"Oh my god what a loser!" Some guy laughed. "He was crying?"

Was that Micheal...?

"Yeah I know! " Some other girl laughed. "I was right outside and over heard him saying that no will care if he would leave forever."

Oh my god...

"Wow.  Glad Jeremy left him right?"

"Yep. "

They laughed and walked off.

I need to get to Micheal.

I ran to the restroom knocking on the door

"M.. Micheal? " I knocked slightly

"Go away. I'm a loser right?"

"Micheal please.  I'm sorry."

"Sorry doesn't cut it! Jeremy we have been friends for 12 years and one night you just ease all of it."

He was right.. I shouldn't blame him if he didn't forgive me...

"Micheal open the door please!"

When Micheal opened the door his eyes were puffy and he looked horrible.

"Are you gonna stand there or come in. " micheal asked.  I could tell he was hiding sobs.

I walked in and Micheal closed the door behind me.

"Micheal I'm so Sorry.  Please can you forgive me?" I asked

"Jeremy you don't get it. I could forgive you. But I'll never forget this."

Anger built up in me.  My squip still deactivated.

"Why does everything have to be about you!" I yelled tears starting to form.

"You have no idea what I have been going threw Micheal! "

"Yeah being cool and leaving me to rot! " Micheal yelled back tears were streaming down his face

"You don't understand" I yelled tears  streaming down my face.

"He mentally tortures me!"

Micheal looked shocked.  "W.. What? "

I started to break down.  "When I first got the squip he kept telling me that I was terrible and that Everything about me wants to die.  And also this."

I turn my back on micheal pulling up my shirt reviling tons of shock marks all down my spine.

"oh my god... He..  He did this?"

"Mainly when I think of you.." My tears slowly stopped and I looked at Micheal, he was crying now.

"what do you mean..? " He asked.

"He shocks me because I love you."

The room went dead silent.

"h.. How long?" Micheal asked.

I sighed.

"The first day of joinor year.. The day you got high.. And I said you just sang Heathers the whole time and tried to kiss me.  Part of it was true..  You did kiss me. T.. That's one reason I took the squip..  I thought if I was cool you will like me."

Micheal just froze

Of course. Tell my friend who I yelled at I loved him.

"I'm sorry just forget I-" I was cut off by soft lips touching mine.  Micheal's.

We slowly stopped kissing.

"I.. Y.. You forgive me? W.. Why?"

Michael laughed "Oh I don't forgive you. I'll just get revenge later on,  besides i The king of gayness and I like you since seventh grade."

Now my face went red. He liked me for that long?

"Now let's get out of HEERE and get rid of that squip."

"D.. Did you just.."

Michael smiled.  "it's good to make it a two player game again."

"Good to have a reind now. " I smiled.

A/N-soo what did you guys think so far.  Rember if you have any requests let me know!

-SmolCrazyBean

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