I hate/love Harry Styles

17. Fears

A/N: This chapter is dedicated to @chagirl because she made me so happy with her comments. I'm so glad that she likes my story. I'm sorry girl, that I couldn't update yesterday, but I hope you'll like this one. Enjooy! :)

Harry's POV

"HAAARRYYY!!" I woke up to this horrible sound. Then I felt Louis's body on top of me. As a response, I groaned pretty loudly.

"Waky waky Haz" He grinned. I could imagine his cheeky smile.

"Lous! Get off! Let me sleep" I groaned again.

"NO!" He protested. Shit. "It's noon. Goosh.. why are you so knackered, by the way?" He asked curiously, running his fingers through my messy curls. Finally, I opened my eyes, which is more, I got up, sat down in front of Louis on my bed. He had a victorious smile on his face. I just smirked at him.

"I didn't sleep last night." I admitted, starting to remember to the memories of last night. My lips curved into a small smile.

"Harry. I know this smile. You spent the night with Nicole, didn't you?" Louis asked, almost screaming.

"Shhh!!! Turn it down. And yes, maybe I spent the night with her"

"Harry Edward Styles. If you don't start to speak I swear to God.."

"Chill Louis. Nothing happened."

"Then you can easily tell me. Start it."

"Well, did you hear me last night? When I ran upstairs into my room" 

"Yeah, the whole house could hear you rushing upstairs. What happened?" Louis asked curiously.

"Well, I saw Nicole and Liam hugging" I admitted, blushing. How stupid I was.

"OMG, what a crime. We should call the inquisition" Louis said sarcastically.

"Shut up Louis. Do you want me to tell you what happened, or not?" I asked seriously.

"Sorry,sorry. Please..go on"

"Well, I went mad. Really mad. I don't know why, I just got jealous. I know I was crazy, but I thought she chose Liam and I don't know..."

"You love her"

"I know I was an idiot, nothing happened...WHAAT?"

"I said you love her" Louis repeated simply, like it was the World's most natural thing. 

"I don't"

"You can say anything what you want, I know the truth..."

"Louiiis! I don't love her. I don't even know how to love or what love is..I admit I like her, more than just a friend, but I don't love her..."

"If you say so..go on"

I quickly shook my head to hide theese thoughts. Love. Love! Love? No. I can't love her. I'm Harry Styles for God's sake...

"Earth to Harry!!" Louis yelled, waking me up from my daydream.

"Sorry! So, I went upstairs then she ran after me. She told me that she doesn't like Liam that way, he's just a really good friend. And that I'm an idiot."

"You're trully are"

"Oh thanks mate. You're really a best friend"

"That's my job" He said cheekily. I just rolled my eyes.

"So, she said that she believed me once with Caroline and she was hurt that I didn't believe her. After she left, I ran after her to appologise. I told her that I was an idiot and that I was truly sorry. Then she forgave me. Isn't she nice? She forgave me, however I was a jerk again."