I hate/love Harry Styles

18. Paparazzi, friends, tweets

Nicole's POV

Well today was definitely one of my best day in my entire life. We had so much fun together. Not only with Harry, but together together. It was amazing. Now I'm here, in my bathroom, changing in some more comfy clothes. It's around 9 PM. I think we will probably watch films or something. 

I got out of my room, walking downstairs. The others were already in the living room: watching TV, Louis on his Twitter, Niall eating (obviously) and the others just chilling. I sat down next to Liam joining them. Suddenly Louis's husky voice broke the silence.

"Oh no..." Everybody's head lifted up. "Guys, you should see this" He said, turning his laptop towards our direction. When I saw the page I almost fainted. It was a picture about me and Harry which was taken in the amusement park.

"Shit" I whispered, not knowing what I was saying. The others probably heard me because now they all are looking at me. I desperately looked at Harry not knowing what are we going to do. I turned back to read the article. "Harry Styles and his misterious new girlfriend" I had to take a deep breath not to faint right there. The picture was taken right when we were holding hands. Lucky us. I continued to read the article. 'Harry Styles, member of the famous british boydband One Direction, was caught with a beautiful girl in an amusement park in Hawaii. The rest of the band was also there. As we heard, they are on their holiday with their girlfriends: Eleanor Calder and Harry Styles new girl, Nicole Smith, David Smith's daughter.."

"What? How do they know who I am?" I yelled a bit too loudly.

"Nicole, calm down. This is their job. They know everything and tell big lies. We're going to solve this.." Liam said, trying to calm me down.

"How?" I asked slowly, incredulously.

"We call Paul" Harry answered my quiestion. Then suddenly Liam's phone started to buzz.

"No need to do it" He quickly said before he answered his phone. "Hi Paul. Yes, yes we've seen it." Then silence. "He says he tries to call the newspaper and everbody in the media." "Okay Paul, please try to talk to them. Aha..okay" I was so nervous like I've done a big crime or something. I just didn't want the world to think that I'm with Harry when I don't even know how to feel. 

"Guys" Liam spoke up again, still holding on the phone. "Paul firstly wants to know what can he tell to the media. He wants to know...uhm...that  what are you guys" Liam finally said. An awkward silence filled the room. I looked at Harry confused. He was speechless, so was I. What are we? How am I supposed to know? And how am I supposed to tell the whole world? I can't say we're together. We haven't even talked about it before. Then what are we? I can't answer this quiestion alone.

"Um..friends." I said, but it sounded like a question. Harry lifed his head up, looking in my eyes with confusion and...hurt?

"Friends?" He asked harshly, but it was almost just a whisper.

"Why?What are we?" I asked, very very confused. Secretly, I wished that we were more than friends, but I know it can't happen right now.

"Friends" Harry finally nodded in agreement. I honestly felt my heart breaking in that moment. I'm so crazy.

"O-okay.." Liam said, turning back to his phone. Then Harry grabed the phone from Liam's hand, starting to explain everything to Paul. Friends..Are we really just friends? I can't bear anything else right now. 

I turned around, running upstairs in my room. I was confused, angry, desperate and hurt in the same time. It's so silly. I'm so pathetic..

"Nicole!" I turned around and saw Eleanor at my door. She came inside hugging me tight. I let a deardrop running down on my face.