Rescue Me

The Break Down

Chapter 29
(After glee club )
Rachel's pov:
After glee club I left and went into the bathroom . My chest felt heavy and even though I seemed confident I just felt broken still . I just don't understand, how could Finn cheat like that . He broke my heart , I gave him my everything and he took it and destroyed it . I went into the bathroom and locked the door . I then went into the bathroom stall and shut the door . I began to cry because I knew what I was about to do was going to end it all . I pulled out the bottle of pills and some water . I opened the bottle but then just as I was about to take them I heard the toilet flush . I jumped and closed the pill bottle and came out of the stall to see the girl Finn kiss outside of the stall. 

"Hey troll ." She said .

I ignored her and washed my hands but as I was getting ready to go she said ,

"So I guess you heard Finn and I , well you know kissed . Although I would say there was more to it than that." She said .

"I honestly could care less . You can have him I don't want him ." I said coldly .

"Oh really because based on your new look looks like you do ." She said .

I unlocked the bathroom door and left only to have her follow me .

"Oh come on Berry aren't you going to say something?" She said.

I clutched my hand in a fist so hard my nailed started to dig into my palm .

"Just go away." I said .

"Make me ." She said and pushed me into the locker causing my meds to fall out of my pocket and spill every where .

"You bitch!" I said .

"Look at that still on crazy pills I see." She said.

"That's it ." I said .

I threw my bag down to the ground, grabbed her ponytail and threw her against the lockers .

"Don't fuck with me you whore !" I yelled and started to beat the shit out of her .

She started to yell .

"Get off of me you freak!" She yelled .

Finns pov:
I was at my locker when I heard yelling and a crowd formed around the girls bathroom.  I went to go see and made my way to find Rachel beating the shit out of Missy Rose . I rushed into the fight and pulled Rachel off of her before she really hurt her .

"Rachel! Rachel stop!" I yelled getting her off of Missy.

"Fuck of Finn this is all your fault ! If you had never kissed her I wouldn't be so upset ! You hurt me and I hate you !" She said with her hand bleeding .

I looked at her in shock and she ran off . I looked at the ground and saw pills and Missy covered in her own blood .

Rachel's pov:
I ran out of school only to have Finn follow me .

"Rachel wait!" He yelled .

"No!" I yelled .

He finally caught up to me and blocked me off .

"Rachel stop!" He said .

"Get out of my way!" She yelled .

"No!" He said .

"Finn I swear if you don't move ..."

"You'll do what !" He yelled .

"Just leave me alone I have nothing to give you." I said .

"Rachel I fucked up !" He said .

I looked at him and stayed silent ,

"I fucked up big time because I lost the best thing in this world , you ." He said .

"Just let me go." I cried .

"Rachel please don't go." He begged me .

"No , you can't just think everything is okay . I gave you everything and you cheated on me with that slut . Nothing is okay Finn , not us , not me , I am not okay and for the first time I feel like I'm back in that basement and I just want it all to end because I can't go back to that place so please stop trying ." I cried .

He looked at me and said ,

"I'm sorry Rachel , I never wanted to hurt you ."

"But you did , and now we both have to live with that." I said wiping my tears .

"Please Rach..."

"I have to go." I said cutting him off and I got into my car and left .

When I got home that night I went to the medicine cabinet and took out my moms pills for anxiety. I went upstairs and opened the bottle . I poured out the pills into my hand . I looked at them with tears in my eyes . I started with 2 and took a drink of water , then 4 and a drink of water , then 6, then 8 , then 10 and so on until they were all gone . I drank my last sip of water and then I felt tired . Just as I was ready to go to sleep my phone rang , it was my mom .

"Hello?" I said weakly .

"Hey honey I'm on my way home can I get you anything?" She asked me .

I started to close my eyes and said ,

"Help."