Temptation Of The Force [REYLO]

Long time, No See

I open the door and walk inside. What a party, I thought myself. And I didn't even ask anything about Ben. I mean Kylo Ren or who he ever was. It was a mistake to drink that much champagne. I close the door and walk to the bathroom. How can I look this beautiful? My makeup has stood on my face and dress doesn't fall or go anywhere. I start to wash my makeup off and make my three buns to normal look. There were too much hair spray on them.

"I'll go shower tomorrow morning." I whisper myself and go to my bedroom. I walked to mirror. I looked myself and touch my ribs. This dress fits me so perfectly. Maybe I should wear more tightly clothes.

"You should. You're sooo thin." Someones voice whispers. I quail and start to look anywhere.

"Where are you?!" I shout to the voice. I can't see anyone here. Maybe I heard wrong.

I take my dress off and put it in to closet. I change to my nightwear what closet had. I'm luckily that I don't need to buy new clothes. I haven't ever had so much clothes, what my new closet has. I had only my Jakku clothes. Sometimes I washed the on the beach. New clothes smell, aaah. It feels so good when I smell it. I eat an apple and go to my bed. I don't cover myself with my new, silky blanket. Not yet. I sit to bed's border and look outside. Sun was falling. In the sky were different colours, what shine behind the Sun. It was so beautiful.

"You can't sleep?" The voice asked again.

"WHERE ARE YOU?" I ask loudly and start to look everywhere.

"Who?" Voice asked again.

"YOU!" I shout.

"I don't think you want to see me." The deep voice asked. The voice sounded... like metallic. Hard metallic. I didn't regonize that voice. I turn around and look to my door. There was a big, black creature with a mask.

"What are you doing here?!" I say in panic and reverse against wall. I cover myself with my blanket.

"It's just a Force bond, Rey." Creature says and tilts head.

"But how? And how did you know my name?" I started to shake. Where Luke was? I want to get far away from that creature.

"I don't know. I want to know the answer too." It says and turns hands to fist.

"But why someone would create Force Bond to-" Then the creature takes off his mask. The curly hair comes under that mask and I see Ben's face. I look him closer. It was really him. He's so handsome. But I can't say it to him.

"Ben..?" I ask quietly and go closer to him. I was touching him and then he disappeared.

"Where did you go?" I started to look around the room and suddendly he was sitting on my bed.

"Here." He says and smirks.

"Get out of my bed!" I say to him. He doesn't do anything to my question. I go closer to him. He doesn't move. I sit to my bed opposite him. He doesn't do anything.

"I said... get out of my bed!" I said and touched his leg.

"STOP TOUCHING ME!" He shouted and start to lean against the wall.

"Why did you come to me then?"

"That doesn't mean you're allowed to touch me." He said and waved his hair. His hair looked gorgerous.

"Ben.. I'm sorry. I didn't mean that." I said and started to cry little. Ben looks to me and he looks sad at the same time.

"I didn't mean it that way. I'm-"

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! PLEASE!" I shout and start to cry even more.
"I-" "MOVE! AWAY FROM MY BED, RIGHT NOW!" I shout and look angry. Ben diseappears and I go lay to my bed and close my eyes. What I did wrong? I blame champagne that this happened.

I wake up at mid day and look to my alarm. 13:45pm. Shit, I have slept too much. I stand up and go to shower. After that I make three buns to me, like always. I eat some fruits and go to balcon. I sit on the garden chair and look outside. A few kids are playing on the grass and having fun. Remembered me of Ben. And me, how we used to be like those children.

"Good morning." I heard a voice from the corner. It was Ben. He stands up in balcon's corner.

"It's day, I know it. I'm sorry if it hurts you." I sigh and try not look at him. I can see how Ben smiles and goes trought his hair with his hand.

"I'm sorry about the last night. I had drunk champagne a few glasses." I say. I don't look at Ben. I just try to look straight outside, watch the children.

"I'm sure you are. You weren't yourself last night." Ben said and looked down.

"What do you want?" I say and stand up and look at him. "Nothing. I mean-"

"You have a reason why you come to me with Force Bond." I say straight to him and he swallows. He puts his hand to fist and looks down. I need answers to my question. Then Luke comes to my balcon and Ben disappears.

"Hi, what are you doing here? Talking to yourself? Did champagne come to your brain and wash them? He said and started to laugh. "No, I just.." I can't say that I have talked with Ben.
1. He wouldn't believe that.
2. He tries to block our conversation and say he's dangerous and I'll never be able to see Ben again.
3. He thinks I want him back. (That's true. And also see him. But i don't know can I trust him.)

"I.. saw a dream of Ben. It remembered me of Jedi Academy." I said and smiled. It feels so bad to lie to him.

"That's why I keep your memories safe of that." Luke responses and smiles.

"We'll have a dinner in a few hours with Leia. Remember to come." He says and winks at me. Then he left. Ben came back to the same corner.

"You lied to him. Dark side of you is thirsty.."
Ben whispers.

"I'll never turn to the dark side! I'm supposed to be a Jedi." I say and pull my head up proudly.

"Don't be selfish. It can be your destiny." Ben says. I smile and go to inside. I sit down to my sofa and look around the living room. I still don't believe I have my own apartment. Ben comes opposite me. He can't leave me alone.

"I want to ask you something." He says. I wasn't sure what he was going to ask.

"Go ahead, I'll listen." I say and put my other foot crossed on to my another leg.

"If I'm serious, I want to meet you. It's been so long we haven't met." Ben says and looks down. He was afraid what he was saying.

"But how? Anyone can't see us together anymore. Never. Or we both are going to be killed." I say. Ben nodds and tries to think something to say.

"Let's meet somewhere far away from our planets. Or I'll come to you." He whispers.

"But you can't just come here. I don't trust you if you kill-"

"Do you think your friend comes to you and kills all?" He asks and rises his eyebrow.

"Let's meet somewhere else. Secretly. That Snoke, Luke, Leia and all do not know anything about us. Okay?"

I started to think a good answer, but I didn't get anything to my mind. I know it's going to be dangerous. But my heart is shouting I should meet him.

"Rey, I want to see you so bad." Ben says and swallows. "I have been so alone these years. I want truly see you." He whispers and comes closer to me.

"Me too. But you promise you won't hurt me." I say and back up a little.

"I promise." He whispers. Then he disappears and I'm just standing, talking to myself. I go to my bedroom and start to dress myself to casual clothes. It's time to see Luke and Leia.