Temptation Of The Force [REYLO]

Loaded Mistakes

[Ben/Kylo Ren's pov:]

Rey, Leia, Luke and I went to Maz's castle to plan our strategy. I was ready to face Hux, Phasma, and Snoke too, though I knew they would kill me. I was ready to deserve my destiny because I went to see Rey.
I look at her. She sits next to Luke and talks a lot of everything, how I have been with her and how are we going to win The First Order.

"So first.." Leia starts to talk and we all get around the big table.

She shows us a map where I can see the whole Resistance base. Their X-wing storages and all.

"Poe and Finn are right there..." Leia points.

"...with their pilot army and when First Order comes here, they start to shoot. I'm sorry, this a raw game." Leia says and winks to me.

I took that just for fun, this is like routine to me.

"What about us?" Rey asks and points us. She looks scared but she still has passion to fight till she's carcase. We fight for our lives, we give our lives for this and it's not going to end.

"Rey. You fight against... Oops nothing." Luke says and glances at me.

"So... I just try to kill as many stormtroopers as I can?" She says to delete the akward moment between me and Luke.

"Yes. Exactly." Luke says and laughs a little. Am I really fighting versus mine own army?

"But.. Ben." Leia says and turns her face at me.

"Are you going to fight against your army? Is it-"

"Kind of weird, yes. But I'm on your side." I say and show a big smile. She looks relieved and starts to breaths hardly.

"So, are our plans ready now?" She asks few ten minutes later and everyone nods.

Then the door bangs open, and Poe comes in. Poe smiles to us but when he sees me, he takes his gun to shoot me.

"NO!" Rey says and tries to cover me. Poe lands his gun against his leg and reverses to the door.

"No, he's on our side now." Rey says and turns to smile at me.

"Don't worry, he won't hurt you." She whispers and goes to her seat.

"I don't bite." I say when Poe looks at me weirdly. He looks at me weirdly and starts to come slowly walks towards me.

"Can I ask... what are you doing here? If you are going to kill The Resistance and my Rey just invading here and try to act Ben Solo, I would kill you. Immeditely, if and when I see Kylo Ren." Poe says to me and laughs a little.

My Rey. Is she having a boyfriend? That tells all why she has been shy with me sometimes, she's scared that Poe sees her with me, with a monster. My anger is growing bigger and bigger, Ben, I mean Kylo, don't blow up.

"Haha, you'll." I say and fake laugh.

She is having a boyfriend and tells nothing about him to me. I'm not having feelings to her (I don't accept it) but I just don't understand. I just care of her so much.

"I need to take some fresh air." I say and go outside. Rey looks at me weirdly but I can't hear what she was saying to Poe.

I walk around the castle, thinking about Rey and Poe. Why am I never enough to anyone? Did I just said that? I'm Supreme Leader of First Order, I don't want to have relationship with anyone. I'm supposed to lead my army ALONE. I go to the window where I see Rey, Poe, Leia and Luke sitting. Rey and Poe are together in the corner and I go in her mind.

"Did Ben just leave me here? What are we going to do?" Rey says and starts to cry. Why? He has Poe.

"Don't worry, he doesn't deserve you. He belongs to the dark side and everyone needs to hate him." Poe says and tries to cheer her up. She doesn't cheer up that way, just saying.

He doesn't deserve you. Does that mean I can deserve her if I'm good? Of course Poe is scared if I hurt his GIRLFRIEND, but it doesn't happen. Now I want to kill Poe so bad. Why? DID I JUST SAID THAT?

"But-"

"No but's, he's gone. We can fight against First Order together." Poe says and goes closer to her. Now it's happening, I don't want to see that.

"LET ME GO! I'm not-"

And then she runs out of the room. I turn to sit against the castle's wall, just trying to act I didn't see their conversation. The door opens and Rey comes outside with full of tears in her eyes. She wipes them away and was starting to run until she sees me. Her eyes brightens so fast and she runs towards me.

"Ben, I thought you-"

And then I start to cry. Like, official cry. I haven't cry since I was child, now she sees my true feelings. I put my hands over my eyes and cry even more. Then I feel warm hand under my back.

"Hey, Ben. I'm sorry if I have done something." She says and hugs me. I still can't stop crying.

"Did you hear something? See something weird?" Rey asks and tries to ask questions to make me talk. Then I open my mouth.

"YOU'RE HAVING A BOYFRIEND AND YOU HAVE TOLD NOTHING ABOUT HIM TO ME. WHY ARE YOU HIDING YOU'R RELATIONSHIP AND FEELINGS?" I shout and look at her. I feel how my eyes are burning and trying to get out of my head, swallowing hurst as heck.

"What?" She asks weirdly.

"NOW YOU SEE, YOU CAN'T TELL THE TRUTH. AND I BELIEVED YOU TRUSTED ME LIKE I TRUSTED YOU." I shout and rise up.

"But I'm not-"

"I'M FUCKING LEAVING." I say and run away. I don't want to speak about his lovely, awesome boyfriend Poe. Maybe she just doesn't want me, I'm CRYLO REN, I just cried in front of her. Men don't do that.
Then I hear loudly voices on the sky. I look up and see First Order's ships. I need to run away. Far away.

[Rey's pov:]

Ben just left me here and I start to cry. Why he thinks I'm having a boyfriend? Like Poe. Poe is my good friend and when I'm with someone who's not Ben, he starts to think about relationship. He totally has feelings to me. Or he hates Poe. Or both.
Then I hear loudly noice on the sky. The First Order. I go inside and go to take my lightsaber.

"They're coming." I say and go to take my lightsaber inside.

"Good luck, don't hurt yourself." Luke says and shows me his thumb. I nod and smile, and run outside. It's time to kill some people here.
First plenty of stormtroopers stands behind the gate, ready to shoot.

"FIRE!!" Leader of them shouts and every one start to shoot me. I run to them and try to sidestep their lasers. I kill them all and run to find new enemies. Then I see Phasma coming from her ship with two stormtroopers.

"Hey, scavenger. Take her." She commands her guards and they run to me. I kill them and go towards Phasma.

"Ooh, she has some raw power in her..." She plays with her voice and laughs.

"You should not underestimate my power." I say and ignite my lightsaber again.

"I see." She says and takes her own weapon.

I run to her and try to hit her on her head, this is going to be hard.