Temptation Of The Force [REYLO]

Three Words

[ If you wanna get really into this chapter, I listened For You (Fifty Shades Freed) - Liam Payne while writing on repeat! 💙]

I have fought two hours and I haven't seen Rey since I cried in front of her. I run to the forest as fast as I can, to find peace. I'm tired of fighting. Then I hear metallic, a familiar voice behind me.

"Hey, Ben Solo." She says. I turn around and see Phasma. How did she find me?

"What do you want?" I shout her and take my lightsaber on my belt. I was ready to kill her.

"You. We need Kylo Ren." She says and comes closer to me holding her gun. "You'll turn back or you'll be killed." She shouts and points her gun in front of my face.

"I'm not... turning back!" I shout and ignite my lightsaber. She attacks on me and I try to dodge her lasers. Few minutes later of fighting she hits me on my hand. I start to shout for pain.

"Now you see, who's the boss here. You're weak, young Ben Solo. TOO WEAK TO LEAD THE FIRST ORDER!" She shouts and kicks me on the ground. I fall on the soft grass and hit my head.

"Now, you get your destiny." She says and takes my lightsaber and throws it away.

"Why did you choose to go this way? You could kill the last jedi, LUKE SKYWALKER! BUT YOU TURNED! YOU'RE WEAK AND WE DON'T NEED PEOPLE LIKE THAT TO THIS WORLD!" She screams and points her gun to my head. I closed my eyes and let her shoot me, until I hear big, furious bullet hitting her hand. Phasma falls down and I rise to stand up. I see Finn pointing his gun to Phasma but he lands it down. He looks at me weirdly.

"I thought you're-"

"Yes, I'm Ben." I say and smile.

"Thanks." I say and take my lightsaber to my hand. Finn looks confused and doesn't say anything.

"THIS IS SO COOL!" He starts to scream and jump around. I start to laugh to him but I realised I need to find Rey.

"You'll have thousand questions.."

"Where's Rey?" I ask and Finn goes quiet.

"I don't know either." Finn says and starts to look everywhere.

"We need to find her. Come." Finn says and gives his hand. I take it and we start to run in to the forest.

Trees are blocking Sun and darkness rises around the forest. Those big things are shaking when ships get over them. Grass is black and everything is messed up.

"I go to the right, you go left, okay?" Finn asks and looks at me waiting my answer.

"Okay." I say and Finn leaves me alone. I start to run to find Rey. I need to find her.

I speed up my running, looking everywhere up and down, there's nothing left. Where she could be? I stop for a while and start to breath heavily. Running is so heavy. Then I hear screaming far away. It sounds so familiar. Is it Rey? I start to run again and see a piece of three buns on the grass. It's her.

"REY!" I shout and go to her. I slide on the grass towards her and look around her.

"NO NO NO NO!" I start to cry and feel her pulse. I can't hear it. Tears are falling apart my face and try to revive her. Nothing happens.

"Please, Rey. Do something." I whisper and swallow, tears falling apart on my face. I try to wipe them, but nothing can stop it. Then she starts to cough and I turn my head to her.

"REY!" I shout and slap her cheek with my hand. She coughs blood even more and in a few seconds she's covered in blood. I put my hands on her face and shake it.

"REY, DO YOU SEE ME?" I shout to her, she doesn't regonize me.

"Ben..." He whispers.

"Rey, what you have done to yourself?" I swallow and cry.

"Someone... ginger looking guy did something me." She says and starts to cough more. Lot of blood cover me too, but I didn't care.

"Hux... HUX!" I shout and start to look everywhere.

"THAT BASTARD!!" I shout. He's here too. He gets his destiny.

"You need help!" I say and start to pick her up.

"No..." She whispers and starts to close her eyes a little.

"NO NO NO, YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME HERE!" I say and cry. I don't care if she sees me crying, now I can't lose her.

"That's how we're going to win. Not fighting what we hate. Saving what we love. That was a sentence what Rose Tico said to Finn, to her love." Rey whispers slowly and she starts to cry.

She rises up a little and reaches my cheeks and puts her hands around my face. Then she kisses me.

Our lips touch and I answer to her kiss back. It was intense, full of raw power and saddness. Between all of it I can sense hope. The Hope that she can survive. But it takes time. I put my hands to her ribs and pick her into my hug. She moves her hands around my back and kisses me stronger. I pet her hair strongly and feel her heart beat against my chest. I wish this doesn't end. I could live this moment forever. She starts to cough again and blood comes from her mouth and I take my lips off her own.

"Rey.." I whisper with tears on my eyes until she falls on the grass. She's gone. I start to cry and pick her up.

"Rey? REY!" I start to shout, no response. My eyes are burning like a bonfire, now I could tear my eyes out. I don't have anything left. Now I need to find help, she can't die.

I start to run and go to Maz's castle to find first aid room. The war was over in Takodana, First Order left and I'm still save. I knock on the door and short, blond haired girl opens the door. She points to the hospital bed and I run fast to put Rey on it. I start to breath fast and cry.

"We do our best. She'll be fine." The girl says and comes to me.

"Can you leave us... I mean me, alone for a while?" I ask with my shaking voice tone and the girl nods.

She goes outside of the room and I sit next to Rey. I look at her hair, then her face (specially her little lips), her torso and legs. I take her hand and place it on her heart. I put my hand on her hand and swallow.

"I.."

I swallow again. How hard is it to say those three words? I haven't said them to anyone. Nothing is that hard than this, saying the three words, just three. I swallow and collect myself.

"I love you." I whisper and give her a little kiss on her forehead.

I look her face shape closer. She has put some mascara, and her eyebrows are on form. I pull away myself and look at her eyes. I wipe my tears away and go outside of the room. I need to find Leia.