Author's Note

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Hi!

So sorry I haven't updated this in forever. I probably won't be updating it ever :(

I'm working on a new everlark story though. I'm working on chapter three and when I get more chapters written and I'm confident with my work, I will post it. I'm thinking about calling it Stars but I'm not completely sure so it's Stars for now but it might change. Here's an excerpt from chapter 1:

And I started running. I expected to be running to my house, but no. I was running straight to Peeta. He seemed surprised too. Haymitch, was again, just there.

I stopped when I was at Peeta's first step onto his porch.

"Look, I'm sorry for everything I ever did. I'm sorry for faking my love for you. I'm sorry for getting you into that mess. I'm sorry for getting you hijacked. I'm sorry for getting your family killed. I'm sorry for being here, for being alive. I'm sorry for loving you because I sure as hell don't deserve you.

"I screwed everything up between us, including our own freaking lives. I hate myself for it, you know? I know you hate me, hijacked or not. Your family's death is my fault, the destruction of your family bakery and home is my fault. You have to hate me, maybe not right up top, but somewhere deep down, you can't stand to even look at me. And there's a part of me like that too. And I like it. I deserve the hate. The only useful thing I've done at all, is get people killed, and that's not useful."

"Katniss-"

"No. Be quiet. I need to say this."

"No you-"

"I know you hate me. I'm sorry I've screwed everything up for us, for you, for me. I'm sorry you were forced to love me. I'm sorry they hurt you. I'm sorry that you were in love, that you even knew me. You shouldn't have given me that bread, you should've let me starve and die." I stop to let out a sob. "I'm sorry for everything. You're better off without me, Peeta."

Tell me what you think! Sorry about ending this story :(

Thanks for reading it though. Check out my one shots if you want to read more everlark stuff written by me.

Thanks :)

-Anna

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