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Jhene
Jhene please answer the phone!
Boo I miss you.
I'm sorry for what I did can we talk.
Please just give me a minute.
I love you Jhene
I woke up to my phone buzzing Bella hard. I groaned and read the messages.
"Its 2 in the morning! What do you want Drake?" I yelled into the phone and he sighed.
"Jheeee cann we pleaase jusst talkk. I murse you." He slurred over the phone and I squinted my eyes at the phone.
God he's drunk.
"Hell no! You put your hands on me amd that's the end of whatever he had I cant believe I even waisted my time on waiting for you to come back for this bullshit."
"Youh donn undersstan. My grandmaaa took ill and diee. My mommaa was hearttboken and I haaad too satay wih heeer."
"Sorry she's dead, but you should've called me. When you left, on your way back, or somewhere in between I'm sure you had a minute. Actually no You had many opportunities to call me every nivht before you went to sleep. I get that you had shit to do, but you still had me to be there for you I could've helped you. But now you lost me." I hung up and sighed.
A weight has been fully lifted off my sholder, but a part of me feels like it's not over yet.
-+-
Me and Sean were watching a Moana. Miko was, but she fell asleep on the other sofa with her stuffed animals. I was laying on my back on the sofa and Sean was laying on my stomach. I draped my arm around his shoulder and went to close my eyes.
"Jhene?" I opened my eyes and he was looking up at me.
"Yes."
"I gotta ask you something." He sat up and I followed.
"Shoot."
"Yeah."
"Do you wanna be with me?" He looked at me with a straight face. "Cause if no-"
"Sean, I wanna be with you."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. After what you did for me how could I not. I appreciate what you did for me."
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"Now you can say it." He edged me on and I rolled my eyes.
"Thank you." I smiled at him and he pulled me into his lap.
He layed his head on my collar bone and I draped my arm around him placing my hand on his cheek.
"I missed you, a lot." I smiled and a single year slid down my cheek.
"Jhene are you crying?" He sat up wiping his face off.
"No." I said and wiped my eye; he laughed at me.
"It's okay," He said and hugged me putting his head back where it was. "I missed you too."
-+-
"Back in the game!" Chris said hugging me as I walked in the studio.
"Boy I was never out of the game." I joked and he nodded.
"True. Ready to get to work."
"Yes sir."
Said I'm all up in my feelings, doubled up on this shot
Got me feeling some type of way told you I hate you I don't mean it
And the only thing that I got
Is the pain that you've been feeding
Faded, faded, faded, all because of you
Now my current situation, trying not to think of you, not to break the rules
Why this always happens, when I get this way?
Just can't stop myself, so baby tonight
I'm blowing up your line, I got you on my mind
And the truth is hard to fight, so I'll be
I'll be drunk texting, drunk texting, drunk texting you
Drunk texting, drunk texting you
Yeah baby I'll be drunk texting, drunk texting, drunk texting you
Drunk texting, drunk texting you
Drunk texting you, drunk texting you
Drunk texting you, drunk texting you
I'm looking at my phone thinking
Am I gonna hit send or nah?
It's gonna be one of them mornings when I wake up and regret it
If I don't get no reply
I don't wanna make it obvious that
I'm faded, faded, faded off a drink or two
And you know how it goes, this ain't nothing new
Why's it always happen, when I get this way?
No I just can't stop myself, so baby tonight
"Dang so that nigga really texted you like that?" Rih asked over me face time that her and Nicki were on with me.
Although I was driving Tamrie to her doctors appointment.
"Yes I couldn't believe it either. I mean after everything that's not the way I thought he was going to come at me."
"Exactly got me fucked up." Rih said sparking up a blunt.
"Bitch you can't smoke that." Tamrie said turning the camera to her.
"I know this is for Nicki." She said putting it in front of Nickis' lips.
Nicki grabbed it with her lips and took a drag, before blowing the smoke out saying "Your dumb ass should know Rih wouldn't do anything to harm her baby. C'mon now."
