The Book Of Itself ❤❤❤💑

chap 19

Kristina POV.

Maghapon na pala ako nakakulong dito sa kwarto -- napag-isip isip ko din wala din naman pinagkaiba ang sitwasyon ko sa tunay na buhay meron ako at sa ngayon.

I was happy when tita emilda opened arm accept and treat me as her own daughter just like I was since first came here -- my wish has completely granted when I saw and meet my parents we were happy then as a loving family.

But a quite bit change now like what in my situation in my own world reality hits me before since when I got at the legal age tita emilda, tita fredo and Melissa begun to treat me like i wasn't part of the family that I've used to before and donde was begun to act like a strange.

Same here, I am a daughter of the respective and devoted president a loving father and mother but they haven't here beside me right now and I've started to feel all alone.

Myer, look like Carla who were always be there for me to listen of my thought laugh and cry with me -- Melbourne I've seen vony on her who always act like a tomboy and do such a bitch but she cares a lot about me.

Jessie I remembered Lisa on her who always there for the three of us. And Melissa I don't knoe who really she is but I know he's one of my good friend so far.

Javier I remembered last night I saw on he's eyes that he willing to risk he's life for me and I make everyone worried because of my selfish desire that I haven't think of the possible consequence of my action.

My parent was sacrificing their own happiness for many to serve well the country -- so I ? What could I possibly thing to contribution my presence for everyone.

A burdensome ?

A spoiled princess ?

What can I do to help my parents ? What can I do to everyone ?

As this moment my heart cried so loud and scream for this loneliness I had right now I'm so being helpless and useless.

Why I came here ? For people makes suffer for me ? Am that too heartless and selfish person?

My eyes started to feel hot for my tears that I can't bear to hold on -- I though I was tired and my tears was dried up since I was crying all night but then it seems that they started again and renew a new one.

I gasped when I've heard someone knocking from outside of the door. Like what before I've haven't bothered to gave an signal to came in.

Instead I turning my back from the door so I have no idea who was person trying to came in.

' I wanted to ask and know if you were better now but I guess I know already the answer so if you don't mind if I'll join you here Kristina ? ' a soft and warm voice of him.

I -- I can't

I just can't look at him,

I closed myself hardly and form my hand like a hard fist rock on my lap while staring on it.

And I suddenly felt a warm palm holding onto my hand and he seated beside me at my bed.

' aren't you getting bored staying here all day  by yourself ? ' a wide smile he wore on he's baby face that makes my heart feel warm.