The Book Of Itself ❤❤❤💑

chap. 26

Kristina POV.

Paglabas namin ng room ni Myer ay bigla ako natigilan ng mapansin ko si javier sa tapat ng pinto na nakasandal katapat ng wall.

' mauuna na po ako Kristina ' ani ni Myer.

Nginitian ko siya at siya namang pagiwan niya samin ni Javier. I took a courage to face him even I felt so embarrassed.

' is there's anything wrong ? ' I asked with a bit shy.

He nodded and he made he's way to me, he intently looked at my eyes and I don't know I have this courage to meet he's gaze at me.

' Can I talk to you for a moment ? ' he asking my permission seriously.

I nodded and we made our way outside. It feel so strange he always been in a serious that makes me nervous and scared at him but I haven't feel that I'm scared of him at all.

' what are we going to talk about ? ' I asked him low.

He didn't turn he's glance at me instead he took a moment to feel and enjoy himself by the fresh and peace brought by the chance.

' I just want to asked you something ' he started to asked. I wonder what is he about to ask ? Is that makes me feel tense ? Or I'm just assuming for the impossible.

I lean my back on the wood tree behind me and I rest my head over on it.

' what is it ? ' I wouldn't know if I didn't asked him. It sounded calmly but I know deep into me that all my butterfly has roaming into my stomach because he's with me.

I wanted to know about him -- about us if we really had a past together before.

' I wanted to asked you if you were really okay now ' he asked emotionally that makes my heart beat fast slowly and faster.

Do I have to blinked several times just to admit of myself that I wasn't mistaken of what he just asking ?

' h-ha ? it took me by surprised i-i mean ofcoure I'm fine and perfectly fine ' I added as I saw he's eyes staring and captured on mine and it feel so awkward.

Do I looked stupid ?

Javier started to walked closer to me without any signal he placed a hand on the left side of my head against the wooden tree while the other one was in hes pocket.

He look so cool.

' I wanted you to trust me Kristina ' he said emotionally looked into my eyes sincerely.

I was being mesmerize by he's word -- all of a sudden ? He were liked concern about me.