The Book Of Itself ❤❤❤💑

chap 49

Kristina POV.

I'm back

Where I first feel to beloved and thy loved.

This place thought me my happiness still and does exist.

Existence ..

I paused when I've heard someone tried to opened and close the door in my room.

I diverted my gaze on it direction -- my heart pounding hard, my world evolving slow motion on it's occur.

Even how I built strong and hard block on he's presence was my softened -- everything about him. I miss him a lot!

I feel bit ache on my throat and my eyes hot from the tears would spill I want to hug him -- tight.

I can't move my legs -- I'm weakened when it comes of him.

An arm wrapped over me he's scene, he's body, and warm he's breathe -- a genuine smile played on my lips slowly put my both hand over him.

I miss him ..

' are you okay ? Please tell me ' the way he asked and he's voice I knew he was worried. I opened my mouth but I don't know what words can I escaped from my throat. Instead I hugged him tight.

I wanted him to feel that I don't want to be apart with him ever again. He confused I know but he hugged me back more tightly.

I am not yet feeling cure well -- I still feel ache part of my chest whenever I tried move and forced myself to stand and make my way but I thanks Myer and Melissa was there to help me out.

That was when Javier wasn't around -- within 6 months Javier was running candidate for president to continue what papa had started just like in my reality. But why am I here again?

I looked up from my window while lying comfortably on my bed -- its already dark inside but the moon and a lot star was giving light from the darkness. I smiled for wondering and wonderful reason.

Either in my reality or book itself one thing I knew and pretty obvious for me -- I love him with all my heart -- I live only for him.

' why are still up ? A man asked me as he just came in my room these isn't good for you Kristina ' he added and close by me.

' I was waiting for you, I want to see your face before I go to sleep ' I said. Softly.

I saw shyly and smoothly played a smile on he's lips, he's lips that I never feel in this world but I know that lips was soft and caress kiss me whenever we feel each other.

I realized that I was staring on he's lips longer. The tensed was surrounded on him he looked away and swallow it like a big one as he hold onto himself.

I looked away to because I feel embarrassed for what I've act -- Javier and I heard was just staring unlike in real world. But I gasped when I feel he's both palm cupped my face and next thing I knew he's lips was placed on my forehead.